what a heartbreaking moment for NEWS fans

on 7/10/2011 (which i will not want that date to be on my calendar) will be the date that all NEWS hardcore fans remember...

Pi n Ryo announce that they are leaving NEWS for good....when i heard that news, i feel so devastated that i didn't even realize i'm crying (yes i'm crying over a band)...i can't believe how a band can hurt me so bad. i never thought that i will be this crazy to cry over some band......

its not that i know them personally but the joy they gave me while i'm down (esp this year) now turning into my source of sadness.......

i feel so betrayed by Pi...i don't hate him but i just feel disappoint with him...i still remember how he gave us so much hope that he will be back with NEWS. i keep on denying that one day he will leave NEWS...and i kept telling to myself that all of these just rumors...rumors made up by irresponsible media.

i couldn't see this one coming...two members out at the same time...i know some might think that i'm exaggerating things or overreacting but hey this is me....i love them (yes i do)...they put a smile on my face with their inspiring songs while i'm down for these past few months....suddenly two of them leaving (i can't even...!!!)

call me immature or delusional fan or whatever....but i am sad and brokenhearted over this matter. i wonder what will happen to the new NEWS...well there be members who trying to outshine everyone? or will they work as a team this time around?? i dunno....i have a mix feeling bout this...there are times i feel like i'm about to quit this fandom...

fangirling over Jay Chou never been this hard...yeah i had a few arguments with some fans.... but this?? urghhh!!! now NEWS fandom turning into some drama...where everyone is fighting. but i do understand why...because people hurt. when we hurt we love to rant and rant and rant. not becoz we are whiner but we just want to let it out so that one day when we look back we can finally say...i'm glad i'm part of this drama and it already end...

honestly i don't hate RyoPi but i can't support their separate activities like i used to do.....the only way i can recover from this is...is when i gave up on fandom....

THE REMAINING NEWS WILL HAVE MY UNDIVIDED SUPPORT.....LOVE NEWS =D