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what a heartbreaking moment for NEWS fans

2011-10-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

on 7/10/2011 (which i will not want that date to be on my calendar) will be the date that all NEWS hardcore fans remember...

Pi n Ryo announce that they are leaving NEWS for good....when i heard that news, i feel so devastated that i didn't even realize i'm crying (yes i'm crying over a band)...i can't believe how a band can hurt me so bad. i never thought that i will be this crazy to cry over some band......

its not that i know them personally but the joy they gave me while i'm down (esp this year) now turning into my source of sadness.......

i feel so betrayed by Pi...i don't hate him but i just feel disappoint with him...i still remember how he gave us so much hope that he will be back with NEWS. i keep on denying that one day he will leave NEWS...and i kept telling to myself that all of these just rumors...rumors made up by irresponsible media.

i couldn't see this one coming...two members out at the same time...i know some might think that i'm exaggerating things or overreacting but hey this is me....i love them (yes i do)...they put a smile on my face with their inspiring songs while i'm down for these past few months....suddenly two of them leaving (i can't even...!!!)

call me immature or delusional fan or whatever....but i am sad and brokenhearted over this matter. i wonder what will happen to the new NEWS...well there be members who trying to outshine everyone? or will they work as a team this time around?? i dunno....i have a mix feeling bout this...there are times i feel like i'm about to quit this fandom...

fangirling over Jay Chou never been this hard...yeah i had a few arguments with some fans.... but this?? urghhh!!! now NEWS fandom turning into some drama...where everyone is fighting. but i do understand why...because people hurt. when we hurt we love to rant and rant and rant. not becoz we are whiner but we just want to let it out so that one day when we look back we can finally say...i'm glad i'm part of this drama and it already end...

honestly i don't hate RyoPi but i can't support their separate activities like i used to do.....the only way i can recover from this is...is when i gave up on fandom....

THE REMAINING NEWS WILL HAVE MY UNDIVIDED SUPPORT.....LOVE NEWS =D

aku tak percaya C.I.N.T.A

2011-09-15T10:37:00.002+08:00

saja jer tajuk tu...xde kena mengena ngan aku punye ideologi atau pegangan pun

bagi aku...aku percaya cinta tu wujud...kalau tidak...takdelah mak bapak yg sanggup berkorban tuk anak2...Allah SWT mengampunkan hamba2Nya.....Rasullulah SAW memesan umat2nya...

sebelum ni dipersekitaran aku, aku slalu rasa sedih kenapa takde orang nak kat aku....ade ker jodoh aku....dan slalu aku berpikir bagaimana nak cari cinta lelaki

sehinggalah aku ditampar dengan kata2 pedas dr blogger2 yg aku jelajah blog2 mereka dan juga dari nasihat rakan2 yg dimana mereka tidak sedari mereka telah menampar aku dengan post2 mereka di FB maupun twitter....huhu

kata yg dikeluarkan adalah...kenapa manusia begitu berusaha gigih tuk mengejar cinta manusia terutama kaum lawan...kenapa tidak pernah bersungguh2 mengejar cinta Allah SWT, cinta RasulNya. pdhal Allah tidak meminta kita perkara2 yg bukan2....malah memberi kita bermacam rahmat dan rezeki, langit juga terbuka luas untuk mendapatkan rahmatNya..

ketika itu aku rasa mcm kena tampar, kena tusuk ngan pedang dengan kata2 yg tajam tp ada benarnya...

barulah aku rasakan....aku terlalu sibuk mencari cinta manusia yg x pasti tapi cintaNya aku abaikan...

aku juga terigt kata2 yg telah di post oleh seseorg yg suci sesuci namanya =)

"Allah has already written the names of your spouse for you. What you need to work on is your relationship with Allah swt. He will send him/her to you when you're ready. It is only a matter of time"

sungguh tersentuh kata2nya =) terima kasih banyak2 pada semua mereka2 yg secara tidak langsung ni memberi kesedaran pada aku~ mungkin aku yang masih tidak layak untuk sesiapa

Update sepintas lalu : Seminggu Ramadhan

2011-08-07T21:32:00.004+08:00

Alhamdullilah dah seminggu dah berlalu Ramadhan. cepatnya masa berlalu. blog aku ni pun dah jadi apa pun tak tahu..

sempena ngan Ramadhan ni akak aku bukak bazar niaga kuih raya...giat kami mempromosikan kuih2 tersebut. haha..... tapi sekarang ni pun awal lagi so xde sgt org nak beli kuih raya, ramai yg suka beli last2 minute lg pun time tu byk promosi nnt.

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semenjak dua menjak puasa ni selalu aku dengar orang men bunga api...aku rasa aku duk Malaysia bukan Japan (Hanabi festivals) xpelah dptlah merasa tempias2 kononnya hanabi fest kat sini gak lah =P haha *x leh blah impian sengal*

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Alhamdullilah so far berjaya puasa....sebab kalo x dulu ade gak pancit sekali dua sbb sakit gastrik yg teruk. start kena gastrik ni time kerja. maklumlah makan x tentu. kejap pukul 10 kejap pukul 1...ikut masa free bile pastu amek ko ubat, gastrik =(

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TegoMass akan adakan konsert dari Oct - Dec 2011. suka sbb yup TM akan buat konsert tp dlm masa yg sama sedih sbb jawabnye tahun ni xde lah NEWS punye aktiviti!!! uwaaa =((

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ni berita yg lg best yg sakit hati Haruma Miura dan Takeru Sato akan keluarkan DVD baru travel dieorg tu. dulu NY skrg cet dieorg gi Borneo. Borneo pulak tu Sabah. berapi jer aku baca berita tu. berapi sbb jealous!! haha XD

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planning nak gi buka puasa kat Penawar (umah sewa -rindu housemates) pastu insyAllah nak ke Ipoh tp tulah ni kena cari kepastian dulu. uuuu =D

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KEPADA SEMUA MUSLIM, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK
SEGALA SALAH SILAP HARAP DIMAAFKAN
SEMOGA DIBERKATI ALLAH SELALU

=)

tanjoubi omedetto Kato Shigeaki San =D

2011-07-12T11:17:00.004+08:00

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

happy belated burfday to Shigeaki Kato (11th of July)....the one who get bullied all the time but the smartest among them XD i miss NEWS =(

tanjoubi omedetto to my beloved Masuda Takahisa

2011-07-04T14:26:00.005+08:00

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

i love you so much!!!!!!!! kyaaa hahaha XD happy burfday to the cutest guy on earth! thank you for cheering up my days esp during these past few months =D

You wouldn't answer my call =(

2011-06-04T19:47:00.005+08:00

Even though I know you how much how much you hate it, I can’t do anything but this

In front of your door, just idly waiting

Even though I’m so miserable, it’s better than losing you
I can’t lose you, so I stay near you, in front of your door waiting

You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all
No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use
Source: LYBIO.net

Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me
Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met
Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry

Looking at my phone ten times a day, even jumping at the slight sound

To find out if you had sent me a text message

At first, at first, I thought like normal fights you would come back
Because you’re such a nice girl you wouldn’t be so cruel to leave me

You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all
No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use

Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me
Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met
Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry

source: http://lybio.net/2am-you-wouldnt-answer-my-calls-english-translation/k-pop/

my new craze

2011-06-04T18:33:00.005+08:00

i'm not really into Kpop...i only listen to some and the only group that i kind of follow is Super Junior. however today i'm officially in love with 2AM

i did listen to them back then with the song call "i can't let you go even if i die". but i don't really pay attention to them cause i'm not much of a fan of Kpop. now my perception totally change. i think they are awesome....got a great songs and a great voice.

i think starting from now besides NEWS, Kame and Jay Chou....i'm gonna fangirl-ing like crazy with 2AM XD love them!!!

Reasons why i love you =)

2011-05-28T12:48:00.015+08:00

in response to this entry hehe =D

you put 10, i'll put as many as i want kah kah kah =P

the reasons why i love MASUDA TAKAHISA from NEWS:

1) his smile....the brightest of them all. even Pi thought he had a very great smile =)

2) cute one side dimple on his cheek

3) his fails, stupidity and randomness. "THE STOP MASUDA" LOL! XD

4) he loves food....me too me loving food. Gyoza and Massu a pairing that u gotta love =P

5) he's adorable and damn cute!!!!!!!

6) i like him in Yellow....that colour suits him.

7) his shyness and awkwardness esp when it comes to girls

8) his pouty sexy redish lips XD *pervert*

9) his body!!! his abs......his muscular arms OMG dead!!!!!

10) his weird sense of fashion...........

11) his baby face =)

12) he can dance and sing

13) he looks like a life size teddy bear to me

kahwin? bila nak kahwin?

2011-05-15T10:49:00.003+08:00

soalan yang aku rasa dah naik muak aku dengar setelah umur aku hampir mencapai 26 tahun ni. aku pun x brani nak jawab soalan ni. sebab aku kekadang berbelah bagi. kadang2 rasa nak kahwin tapi kadang2 rasa tak nak kahwin.

ni baru lepas baca satu blog post yang dishare oleh rakan aku di FB, psl mcmna dia bertemu jodoh. ya Allah sangat sweet...baca tu rasa macam nak kahwin pulak. haha XD tapi nak macam cara dia. x couple and bertahan bertaun2 x contact, lepas tu bila lelaki tu dah sedia datang meminang dia.

sangat sweet okay~rasa cam terawang2 ngan kisah dia. aku pun harap nak camtu tapi nak cari lelaki yang betul2 ikhlas tu kekadang buat aku give up. tu yang kekdg aku rasa cam x mau kahwin lagi.

tu blum masuk lagi impian2 dunia fana aku yang x tercapai yang membuatkan aku takut nak kahwin. sbb aku takut dh kahwin nnt terikat dan semua impian aku susah aku nak capai. sebab impian aku ni bukanlah satu benda yang suami rasa seronok nak join skali haha XD

tapi apapun aku suka kisah suami isteri yang aku baca tadi~sggh comel dan sweet. dia juga meninggalkan pesan jangan couple sblm kahwin nanti x seronok. aku pun x pastilah kebenaran statement ni. bg aku nak bercinta asal x sampai macam org dh kahwin oklah. jgnlah smpi semua benda dh buat mcm dah kahwin...tu yg bila kahwin rasa bosan sebab xde benda baru yg dirasai.

semoga semua kawan2 aku yang sudah mendirikan rumah tangga bahagia dunia akhirat dan yang blum bertemu jodoh elok. amin =)

Tanjoubi Omedetto Koyama XD

2011-05-01T15:02:00.005+08:00

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

Keiichiro Koyama

my 5th fave member of News

you will always be the mama of the group

my beloved KoyaMAMA XD

Tanjoubi Omedetto Yamapi XD

2011-04-09T01:02:00.005+08:00

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

Yamashita Tomohisa or Yamapi

my 3rd fave member of NEWS

（*＾＾）＾*） ☆Chu！！

ﾎﾟｯ(*ﾟ.ﾟ)(ﾟ.ﾟ*)ﾎﾟｯ

love raburabu~one of my fave pairing MassuPi XD

have a wonderful year ahead!! XD

made in Malaysia

2011-03-27T10:29:00.002+08:00

semalam ntah angin apa aku pun x tau aku duk cari lagu2 Melayu semuanya yang lama2 kat Youtube. layan gaklah aku. best...lagu Melayu skrg dh x menarik hati dah sgt. biasa2 jer. kalo dgr arini esok aku dh lupa dah.

jadi post aku arini adalah lagu2 Melayu yg menarik hati aku =D

semuanya bermula sebab aku nak cari lagu Melati yang akak aku duk sibuk nak tau tajuk die. lagu ni Pak Balik Pak. sedap aku suka =D

lagu P.Ramlee mmg biasanye sedap2 lah. antaranya adalah

kalo lagu2 P.Ramlee ni semuanya sedap kalo aku nak listkan smpi besok pun x abis~

lagu2 Sudirman

lagu2 KRU

tapi ni memang lagu Melayu peveret aku! kurik kundi Siti Nurhaliza

lagu2 lain yang aku rasa worthy tuk di dengar adalah lagu2 ini

dan banyak lagilah.....ikut citarasa masing-masing. tapi youtube search punye psl aku terjumpa video si Syaifaana ni. suara sedap boleh tahan. check her out. nape penyanyi camni nyanyi kat karnival atau majlis2. kenapa penyanyi yang suara cam nenek aku nyanyi lg sedap boleh keluar tv. kekdg aku nyampah tul ~

apapun layan =D

i don't hate you....

2011-03-26T09:07:00.004+08:00

To: someone

yes seriously i don't hate you it's just that i don't know what went wrong. myb u deserve someone's better.

i'm sorry for all the trouble i cause you. there are thousand of words i wanna say but i know you won't read and you don't want to listen to it.

Thank You.

Sincerely: Me =)

menyampah gila dengan orang MELAYU yang bajet nak tnjk ISLAMIC gila!

2011-03-22T13:39:00.002+08:00

sorrylah wei aku mmg pantang nenek moyang orang yang bajet die dah Islam sangat and rasa diri dia dah leh masuk syurga atau confirm ahli syurga!

ehhh tolong wei...xde siapa yang sempurna. dan insan yang sempurna hanyalah Rasullulah S.A.W. sesempurna akhlak nya, baginda x pernah pun mencerca orang. Baginda sendiri menyatakan bahawa dia dihantar bukan untuk mengorek isi perut manusia.

maksudnya bukan untuk mengetahui hal2 peribadi dan menghakimi manusia. dah tu siapa kita ni yang sibuk nak memaki hamun keimanan orang len ni??

aku tetibe emo sbb aku pegylah bace blog cik Epal and die punye entri psl Yuna and aku pun pegylah cari blog gosip Malaysia ape yg die ckp (aku mmg x arif bab2 gosip artis Malaysia) dan akhirnya aku jumpa.

tak kisahlah blogger tu nak tegur. bagus Alhamdullilah...tapi yang menyakitkan hati aku adalah komen2 kat bawah tu.

ada ke siap satu komen ni cakap, nilah bakal ahli neraka (gonna be the downfall of Muslimah) wei saudara/saudari buat mengucap. kamu tu siapa yang tau ahli neraka ke tidak? Tuhan? (astaghfirrullah)

time2 nilah semua nak tnjk dah Islam sgt!!!

selain itu aku igt lagi time AirAsia buat promosi dan semua orang excited lah sbb harga murah. lalu postlah kegembiraan itu di FB/Twit/blog dsbgnya. kejap lagi ada hamba Allah komen: kan best kalo ade promosi pegy Mekah.

MOTIF??? x yah lah nak cheap sgt smpikan ko nak pegy Haji pun nak ade promosi. ape slhnye abis riban2 tuk Allah dan bayar mahal2 tuk tiket kapal terbang. kata buat ibadah, kan manis kalo dpt benda yang ssh dapat.

lagipun kalo sibuk nak tunggu promosi, x yah pegy jln lgsg...ni aku tgk FB update bukan men lg jln2 lah gmbr sane sini dah tu ckp pasal bestnye kalo ade promosi pegy Mekah. sorilah wei aku nak muntah darah baca!!!

dari kau jalan2 tu lebih baik kumpul duit pegy Haji so x yah ko nak tggu promosi ke ape ke. pastu yang komen2 pasal isu agama segala yang ini Islam kata wajib apa bla bla bla. jap lagi gmbr kau semua kat FB x pakai tudung duk tayang rambut n siap berpeluk sakan ngan BF.

cari benda2 kecik pasal isu halal/haram...yang besar x nampak ke?? pakai tudung? pergaulan bebas ngan lelaki bukan muhrim tu apa? jadi dari sibuk nak betulkan Islam/iman orang lain silalah cari kesilapan kita sendiri.

lakukan yang asas dulu bila dah sempurna barulah kita pergi ke stage yang baru. moga kita semua dirahmati Allah s.w.t.

manusia mmg dilahirkan tidak sempurna...ini kerana yang sempurna hanyalah Allah. janganglah kerana kita sibuk nak menjaga cara hidup orang lain kita lupa kehidupan kita.

selagi kita x mampu berakhlak sesempurna Rasullulah, selagi itu kita tiada hak mengutuk atau menghina orang lain.

PICSPAM: SHIGEAKI KATO

2011-03-20T14:52:00.017+08:00

okay now spamming on my niban~SHIGEAKI KATO =D a.k.a Shige (OMG hotness!!!) dedicate especially for my lil sis alunshun (who ditch Teshi to be in love with Shige)

p/s: more coming soon =D

PICSPAM: MASUDA TAKAHISA

2011-03-19T10:12:00.001+08:00

want to spam pics. i'm gonna start with my Ichiban Masuda Takahisa or also known as Massu =D

dedicate to my fandom friend =) Syaza Massu

okay enuf...nosebleeding really hard already XD

p/s: will spam more later.....but for now only these. other members coming soon =)

this is what dreams are made of..... =P

2011-03-18T00:33:00.003+08:00

Life is short. Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

- Mark Twain

take this from Tumblr. ohhh God how much i love Tumblr =) best place ever!!!

i love the part "Explore. Dream. Discover."

this is what i really wish i can do...explore lot's of new things and dream things i want to dream and then discover something interesting.

if someone asked me what are my biggest dreams...i do say that i wish i can travel the world, wish i can set my foot at least once in every country in this world.

plus i wish i can master all the languages in this world =))

but i know it's too impossible for me to do that. but at least i hope that i can do Hajj and visit Japan ...it's enough for me =) i dun ask for more than that.

being a Muslim doing a Hajj is one of the things that most of us dream of...and me as i always been a fan of Japan despite of it's common towards a natural disaster i still and forever will love Japan. i wish one day i can go there. insyAllah =)

sometimes i feel like my life or human life is just more than go to work, go back home and tired then sleep and repeat the whole routine again2 till you actually die. there's gotta be more than that. and it's gotta be more than just chasing through wealth or money. i think it's far beyond that.

to be frank i know now what i really want to do but it's just the risk that i should take that keeps holding me back. i'm still trying to gain more self confidence and courage. hopefully i can make it through this.

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p/s: pray that Japan will recover soon. anyone making a stupid jokes about Tsunami in Japan either on FB or Twitter...i'm definitely blocking YOU!!! tragedy and natural disaster is not a funny thing. when you lost a place call home and there is a missing person in your family...Godzilla, Ultraman, Doraemon is not a funny thing.

Social Network vs Blogging

2011-03-10T21:23:00.003+08:00

back in the days when i'm like 18 or something, people are so crazy over Friendster and MySpace. most of the teenagers would hv one. it's a cool thing to hv one to back then.

but now it all turn into FaceBook and Twitter, though for me Twitter don't work as much as other social network but still Twitter is one of the site that i visit the most now.

i used to be so addictive on FB!! like i need to log in every day and every night or else i won't be at peace. but as time goes by, it got a bit dry and i find FB to be freaking irritating.

people post statutes that only them should know something like when they had a fight with their husband/love one. i mean seriously do u really need to tell the whole world.....okay not the whole world but all you friends under you friend list that you husband is super dumb ass??

what would oth people think or are you actually looking for sympathy?? do u really think that your so called friends under you friend list gonna care and even if they care most of them actually just being busybody or in Malay "keypoh"

i just lost faith in FB, too many things we share and some never even meant to be share to public. and if you ask me do i feel ashamed with my past statuses? YES, I AM!!! i wish i can delete all of them but it's impossible.....

so now i rather not posting statuses unless i feel the need to do so and i rarely on that site too. for me now i fall in love even more with blogging =)

though not so many readers but i'm happy with it cause even if i post annoying things people won't really know about it right. unlike FB, it will show up on someone else news feed and irritate people.

but i'm not here that much either...i prefer to be on Tumblr. i think it's an escape world for me to have my secret life there.

Tumblr n Twitter are a place for me right now. i'm happy that way.

kesian blog aku ni

2011-03-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

haha aku malas gile nak update akunye blog kat sini. dah byk gile aku buat sampai aku x tau nak update mane. and ade ke org nak bace sgt blog aku ni?? haha tapi aku terima kasih diatas post2 aku berkaitan JE boys yg menyebabkan aku dpt ramai pengunjung dr pelbagai negara.

tetibe aku rase glamer~pdhal xde bende pun. sbb aku post psl OTP pasal dieorg tu jer yg byk dpt kunjungan esp post RyoMassu =D terima kasihlah mereka telah menambah warna-warni pengunjung blog aku and menambahkan trafik nya skali.

aku saje tulis BM dgn harapan dieorg x baca sbb aku malu hahaha...WTF!!! =D

sbrnye aku x tau nak update ape, sbb kaki patah ni aku duk terperap kat umah idea pun x berkembang. isu semasa yang aku ikuti pun isu berkaitan JE boys jer and Jay Chou. jadi xde ape yg boleh aku nak perkatakan lagi.

apapun ku berharap kaki aku ni bek lah secepat mungkin. insyAllah...

orang-orang yang gila

2011-02-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

aku bacalah blog cik epal ni tapi aku jarang komen biasa aku like jer. skali aku bacalah ni yang lebih kurang latest punye entri pasal ()&$#($&@*#@_!)@* anon!

sorry wei aku memang benci gila ngan anon ni (@&$#@&#)(@*#get a life lah loser! bukan stkt cik epal jer ni ramai org yg aku follow kat tumblr (since aku lebih suka tumblr sbb more interaction ngan follower n yg kita follow) pun kena mcmtu.

dahlah tu guna anon~serabai kalau kau berani sangat tulislah sape name kau x yah nak biadap2 nak anon2 ni annoying lah wei.

ntah2 kau tu anon2 dalam mase yg same orang yg komen mcm ni gak. ohh poor you, whoever that is must be stupid (tp yg sebenarnye kaulah anon tu) pastu kesianlah si blogger tu konon ohh thank you, you r so sweet...hug.

kalo tulah anon nye....baik kau pegy hempas laptop kau lari trus dr dunia ni dan tolong jgn on9 lagi. kau x suka yg kau pegy follow tu kenapa?? pandai!!!!

x pun ni mmg mesti kes dulu2 life die miserable x byk kwn x pemes n hope die punye blog pemes mcm org len.

perlu ker~dh org x nak baca blog kau sudahlah...dh org tu pemes baru kau sibuk2 nak tego sape dulu mase blog die x smpi riban2 follower ade kau kisah???

kesian aku tgk mangsa2 keadaan ni....ade satu blog tumblr aku follow ni ohfuckyaoi (ok utk pengetahuan semua Yaoi adalh boys love atau gay lebih kurg cmtu) tp sorry hanya fangirls atau yg tau dunia fandom jer akan paham kenapa perempuan suka yaoi ni.

dh name pun ade tulis Yaoi mestilah post psl Yaoi stuff xkan nak post gmbr kau plak~jap agi bg anon2 message ckp x suka ngan post dielah....post die menyemak kat dashboard buat sakit mata.

yg kau pegy follow nape? mesti sbb kes kau sbnrnye x tau mksd yaoi tu kot. kan kan kan??? atau sbb bebal sgt.

tp mesti semua mangsa2 org yg aku follow (yg setengahnye aku dh rapat) kena anon message ni. seriously aku memang benci ANONYMOUS!!! kau kutuk org len pun ingat boleh jadikan kau bagus ke~BIATCH!!!!

so aku nak post lagi skali gmbr ni...

source: http://100percenthipster.tumblr.com/post/2062217840

Source: http://leilockheart.me/post/3286996843

~News saikou~

2011-02-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

Photographer : minna 1,2,3

Kei-chan: Shige u mess up the picture

Shige: it's not me it's Massu

Massu: ehh it's you...dun drag me into this!

Pi: *none of my concerns*

Ryo n Tego: *just laugh*

Shige: it's not me u know!

Kei-chan : it's you

Tego n Massu: *laugh and agreeing with Kei-chan*

Ryo: it's totally u Shige...hahaha

Pi: *none of my concern* *i'm not here ne..this is not real ne*

Photographer: okay Minna one more time

Shige: *how can he laugh, it's his fault* looking at Massu

Kei-chan: *he shud get over it, it's his fault anyway* looking at Shige

Pi: as usual *none of my concern* even this photo shoot is none of my concern =P

love them in these pics~all so cute n pure and so much love =D

randomness 2

2011-02-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

part two of my stupid randomness~

1) i'm using Tumblr and blog so much these days~still checking my twitter every day. FB ermm not much

2) doing some work at home~to kill time n to get extra money.

3) my MC extended till March so i'm home and practically no work n no money

4) falling in love even more with some of my new friends in the fandom. =D

5) i guess i won't be seeing Jay Chou this March =( sad~ i n i'm certainly going to miss SuJu too!

end of part 2~

Stop making fool out of myself =D

2011-02-10T23:27:00.004+08:00

found this on tumblr

source: http://100percenthipster.tumblr.com/post/2062217840

it actually give quite an impact to me~why? coz there r times i kind of hate what people posts on their tumblr/twitter/FB but then again to approve as a friend is optional ne, just like following someone on tumblr~so this post is for myself to stop being bitchy~coz it's making me looks like i'm a loser......

from now on i dun care what people gonna post~it's their twitter, their tumblr and their FB. dun like what u see just delete them straight away~no need to be such a kiddo to go n rant about it. no point seriously haha.....

yeah if u dun like what u read here get the hell out of my blog~it's mine so i can bitch whatever i want. unless if i bitch at your face, yeah myb that one you need to freak out~

RyoMassu x Tego hehe =)

2011-02-08T18:14:00.002+08:00

Massu: i should try this pose and all my fans will go crazy over it

meanwhile, ryo: hehe i got an idea~

Suddenly, Massu Shock!!

Massu: Nishikido-kun u steal my posed!!!

Ryo: *pretending not to hear n go sleep*

Massu: ohh Nishikido-kun dun be too shy~

Ryo: ok, i surrender~i did copied u

on the other hand

Tego: Massu ignoring me completely!! *go n cry*

haha frigging boring n do some random stuff!! XD LOL!

*taken from my post in tumblr* thought sharing it here too =)

Paranormal Activity

2011-02-07T12:10:00.002+08:00

i'm a horror movie fan. i have watched so many horror movies and dramas. some really scare a shit out of me but some makes me laugh and some better leave it in the toilet bowl n flush it down cause it sucks so bad.

but the things i hate is that why must ghost always in lingering in this place (see below):

yeah in the elevator~u know becoz of these horror movies, i'm kind of scare to ride an elevator. cause i'm scared that i might end up meeting *yeah u know what*

plus why must it associates with this (see below):

yeah, have u guys watch one missed call! FCUK! hello ghost u r being to high tech eh. u even haunt us thru phone. please spare us on this as phones are so damn important to us. plus 4Bia (Thai Movie) damn damn damn...she's actually texting with ghost!! grrrr....i hate horror movies director!

this one is rather annoying!!

crawling ghost. okay Ju-On 1 really scare me so much that i can't sleep well at nights for few days haha but what's annoying is that the later generation of horror movies. copying this style. Indonesian, Thailand, Korean and Malaysian ghost all suddenly crawling duh it's not scared anymore but turns out rather annoying!

other circumstances u will surely to meet with them is

u r driving in a stranded road or in the middle of the night alone and there suddenly a person (mostly women) walk all alone in the middle of the jungle. okay i dun understand why can someone give them a ride? u know what time is it right now? it's 2 A.M. grrrr.....

even more frustrating is that, after all the heart wrenching, blood dropping....it's all just a dream. %@*&%#(@&)( i dun pay 10 bucks just to see someone's been dreaming~

but whatever it is, i still love horror movies. though at times i prefer not watch it if i'm alone at night. i'm planning to watch Paranormal Activity 2 but i'm scared hahaha.

Don't hate me cause i'm beautiful~

2011-02-06T19:12:00.004+08:00

okay the title got nothing to do with myself....i'm not being over confident by saying people hate me and they hate me cause i'm beautiful hahaha. no friggin way~

most of my posts talk about guys guys guys and their hotness, well obviously cause i'm a straight girl so it's a normal thing to admire guys hotness.

but today i want to post on beautiful girls~that's why i've been using that as a title (originally taken from Keri Hilson song pretty girl rock)

Jessica Alba

always my favourite =)

Megan Fox

Scarlet Ortiz

Kristen Hermosa

Maya Karin

Aishwarya Rai

Kareena Kapoor

Keiko Kitagawa

Nia Ramadhani

Katy Perry

i have hundreds of beautiful girls that i can list it to you but i'm just too lazy to put more. now i realized my list of beautiful girls range from Americans to Indonesian to Indian to Malaysian to Japanese to Filipinos to Latinos but why my post on guys mostly Japs some Chinese n Koreans hahahaha =D cause it's easy to find pretty girls for me rather than handsome guys (seriously)

~a story to tell~: ~DREAM MAN~

2011-01-28T23:05:00.007+08:00

this is a challenge by my little sis. okay i have read and comment yours, now read mine! haha =D

my dream man (randomly made, not in order)

Seshoumaru-Sama =D

arghhh what more can i say bout this man *okay fantasy man* i love him so much

how i wish he is real so i can play with his inu tail! *happy* just like my sis, *belagak/stuck up* attitude guy really a turn on for us....coz it makes them look sexy!

Sebastian

hotness overload!!! esp when he said *yes my lord* haha i can see myself lying in hospital for a few days if he said that to me *as if lah kan* haha

Horo Horo

plain cute~not so stuck up but sometimes he is stuck up but more dorky kind of guy! haha always had a silly fight with anor stuck up character *my lil sis fave-Tao Ren* =)

Usui

Lun i know u will be mad but who cares! i like him too! i want a guy like him, so mysterious but yet cheesy~i wish he's real! Japanese manga creator should be kill *kidding* for giving us girls false hopes!

Jay Chou

okay i won't say much bout him since i have been talking about him for ages already hahaha i love him to the max! enough said~

Masuda Takahisa

my ichiban in News...cute no super cute! super adorable super dorky super nice smile cute dimple. okay he's simply cute! i like his chubby cheek too! i wish my future husband would be like him cheerful n sweet. but not his clean freak attitude plez, i like people who like clean stuff but not clean freak.

News -other members. love them all!! News saikou. i wish non of them quit or suddenly left the band for whatever reason and i hope none of them been ban by Johnny. plez no more scandals =D

Joo Ji Hoon

my fave Korean actor! love him but then he got into soooo big scandal. i bet much more bigger than Edison *is it really?* haha nah he's been in drug scandal. now he's serving the country for the military service. for two years sad =(

kamenashi Kazuya

so smexy Kattun member~his lips really what makes me soo drooling! i start 2 like him when i watch Gokusen 2 *ohh memories* haha =D

okay2 enough2. haha i'm supposed to finish this in no time but i'm watching I-Robot while doing this so it takes me like more than 1 hour to finish this haha. yeah my dream man~how i wish they are not Anime or superstar and they live next door. i would probably die though coz seeing hot guys around me hahaha

okay i hv done what u ask sis~now treat me Gyoza =D

Perlu ker??

2011-01-28T18:36:00.002+08:00

emm ni xde kena mengena ngan aku pun cuma saja nak tulis psl benda ni.

aku pelik kenapalah manusia tak minat langsung ngan artis tu sanggup buat satu account baru atau apelah yg boleh kat Twitter kat FB semata2 nak mengutuk artis tersebut. perlu ker??

point hari ini adalah perlu ker??? aku terpikir dah kalo x suka tu perlulahkan smpi nak buat page segala bagai tuk org yg x disukai. dh tu aktif plak tu page nye duk ngutuk2 artis tu.

mcmni ade satu acc twitter x suka ngan TVXQ, aku pun x lah minat ngan dieorg ni tp perlulah die punye post semua kutuk TVXQ siap post kat member2 TVXQ ckp kau x pndi nyanyilah, gaylah.

WTF tul org2 camni. x suka n benci itu normal name pun manusia~tp x perlu smpi extreme sgt nak wat bende ni.

lagi mangsa aku penah tgk Adam Lambert-die tulis: die you gay, masuklah neraka whatsoever lebih kurang lah mcmtu.

point lagi skali perlu ker?? kau x suka nape nak pegy maki hamun si Adam Lambert tu nape plak?

kelakar tul lah. myb agknye btullah attention seeker kot org2 camni. mungkin hidup die miserable sgt smpi sggp nak maki hamun org tu.

ataupun yg kutuk Adam tu marah sbb Adam tu hot n ramai perempuan suka kat die walaupun die x straight. n lagi die marah sbb die straight tp xde pun perempuan nak. XD

x suka atau x minat certain artis it's okay. kalo stkt tulis kat page sendiri contoh SAYA BENCI JAY CHOU! x kisahlah. page kau. tp smpikan kau buat page acc baru n siap post kat tuan punya badan how much u hate them, aku rase tu mmg dh xde keje namenye!

haha ape2pun~chill out. cukup2lah byk sgt hatred kat dunia ni. sudah2lah ngan kebencian. aku pun x perfect byk dosa2 dan kesilapan yg aku buat.

oleh sbb kita x perfect jd x perlulah kita nak memaki hamun ketidak perfect-an org len. aku pun dh byk bljr dr kesilapan. bg aku tiada makna memaki hamun sesama sendiri. xde siapa yg akan menang pun in the end n masing2 akan terluka.

marilah kita sama2 spread the love....dunia memerlukannya. Doalah byk2 untuk unfortunate people yg x makan, xde rumah, yg papa kedana....

x perlulah kita nak gaduh2 benda yg remeh temeh ni, sbb buang masa n memalukan. org kat luar sana ramai duk gaduh untuk hidup untuk keamanan untuk sesuap nasi~kita nak gaduh tuk ape?? tuk bende2 trivial. Ya Allah x perlu semua ni, memang x perlu.

moga Allah ampuni semua dosa2 kita, sesungguhnya aku hanyalah insan yang kerdil.

Picspam~nerdy but hot~

2011-01-27T19:54:00.007+08:00

ok now more picture spamming but the theme guys that look good with spec =D yeay nerdy but hot. not all can really pull it off though. and this is just my personal opinion kay so feel free to disagree =)

Johnny Depp

*suddenly it reminds me of Johnny Deep's trending on Twitter~haha*

Josh Harnett

Jay Chou

Kamenashi Kazuya

shigeaki Kato

Yamashita Tomohisa

Tegoshi Yuya

Joo Ji Hoon

Wang Dong Chen~Aaron

Keichiro Koyama

Kyuhyun

Masuda Takahisa

i couldn't find any Ryo Nishikido with spec. i'm sure that i have it but since i have hundreds of pictures of them i just can't bear to look one by one~so gomen ne Ryo

ehhh??? and only now i realized why must my most fave guy Jay Chou got the smallest picture here haha~dui bu qi Jie Lun.

there are others look good in Spec like Akanishi Jin, Teppei and etc. it just i have seen the picture but i dun have it.

arghh some guys are born with a talent to make this hideous spec turns into a smexy one w/o trying hard though~

picspam~things that are delicious but can kill you~

2011-01-27T12:49:00.005+08:00

YUMMY!! more to come~found so many more on tumblr but since tumblr been defying me since yesterday so i only spamming you with these. the strawberry truffle n cream cheese cake are made by my sister =D oths found on google search!

Pasrah segalanya =)

2011-01-26T19:58:00.002+08:00

lagu ni adik aku yg kenalkan~sungguh sedap dan syahdu =D

Pernah hati ini terguris
Dengan fitnah dan tohmahan menghiris
Sehingga terasa diri ini hina
Kerana tiada siapa yang sudi membela
Kutabahkan hatiku harungi hidup
Biarpun tiada siapa yang menemani
Keseorangan aku di lautan sepi
Ditinggalkan mereka yang aku percayai

Namun ku tahu ada hikmahnya
Setiap segala yang menimpa diri
Kuserahkan segala padaMu Tuhan
Yang berkuasa jua mencipta
Kerana engkau MAha Mengetahui
SEgala apa yang terbuku di hati

C/O:Ya Allah tidakku terdaya lagi
Menahan dugaan yang mencabar ini
Terasa bagai noktah telah kutemui
Mengakhiri segala yang telah aku mulai
Ya Allah engkau lindungilah aku
Bekalkanlah daku dengan limpahan iman
Agar tabahku menghadapi dugaan
Agar tidakku berhenti di pertengahan

Kini di sini aku berdiri
Bersama harapan yang tulus suci
Agar terbitlah kembali menteri pagi
Setelah malamku berkalut benci

source: http://www.liriknasyid.com/index.php/lirik/detail/178/dehearty-pasrah-segalanya.html

daijoubu~i'm Alive =D

2011-01-26T16:52:00.000+08:00

I'm Alive by Becca =D

Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but...

[CHORuS]
I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm ALIVE!

Every lover breaks my heart
And I know it from the start
Still I end up in a mess
Every time I second Guess
All my friend's just run away
When I'm having a bad day
I would rather stay in bed
But I know there's a reason...

I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm ALIVE!

When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I'm stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erase
Only I can change the end
Of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery
I won't feel sorry for me

I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, My life, ohh!

[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/becca-lyrics/i_m-alive-lyrics.html -]

Happy Mode =)

2011-01-25T15:00:00.002+08:00

Bruno Mars will b here in Malaysia this April!

warghhh i'm so happy.over the moon. mau lompat dengan sangat tinggi =D

yeay2! i really need this~i want to see him sings live. esp Just the way you are and grenade

you can check the tour dates here: http://www.brunomars.com/tour-dates/

to all my girls that are as excited as me~let's wait for him patiently 2 rox the house!! YEEHAA!

they are guys but pretty =)

2011-01-24T16:41:00.018+08:00

hehe found something on the net and feels like sharing. this is why i love Japanese Guys. mereka gorgeous sbb cantik dan juga hot.

they look nice as a girl and of course even more as a man! o_0

Tegoshi Yuya

Kamenashi Kazuya

Oguri Shun

Akanishi Jin

Takuya Kimura

Masuda Takahisa

okay2 enuf! nose bleeding really hard already~need to go to the hospital haha *mati jap*

this is the last one. he's not Japanese though and this one isn't a real photo. it's photoshop by a fan and i think Jay looks good as a girl too =)

here is the source click here for more hot male chicks

ichi oku san zen man bun no futari no kiseki-news

2011-01-24T10:09:00.005+08:00

kiekaketa kizu wo kakimushiru
"ai" ni katachi to ka aru no ka na
haato no katachi bara no nioi
heta surya aji to ka suru no ka na

kimi ga inai sekai wa musei eiga mitai da
sora ni kakaru niji sae monokuro ni mienda

kimi ga mizu de boku ga abura datta no
soretomo kamisama no itazura na no

ichi oku san zen man bun no futari no kiseki
na no ni konna ni mo kantan na no
"zutto issho ni iyou ne" tte kimi wa waratteta
jaa nande sa konna ni mo mune ga itai
mou kowarechaisou da
I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

hikizuru omoi wa kizudarake
shoudoku shita kedo naoranai
byouin ni yukeba naoru no ka na
heta surya shujutsu ga hitsuyou ka na

kimi no kirai na tokoro kakidashite mitanda
yonde itara namida de nijinde kietanda

boku ga tsuki de kimi ga taiyou datta no
soretomo kamisama no kimagure na no

ichi oku san zen man bun no futari no higeki
dakara konna ni mo sanzan na no
"mou aitakunai" tte kimi wa naiteta
iya nanda yo konna ni mo aitai yo
kimi shika inainda
I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

ichi oku san zen man bun no futari no kiseki
na no ni konna ni mo kantan na no
"zutto issho ni iyou ne" tte kimi wa waratteta
jaa nande sa konna ni mo mune ga itai
mou kowarechaisou da
I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

Tear apart that wound that about to disappear
I wonder if "love" has a shape or form
Is it the shape of a heart, the smell of a rose
Or perhaps it has an awkward taste

A world without you is like a silent film
Even the rainbow running through the sky looks monochrome

Was it that you were water and I was oil
Or was it a prank of God's

A miracle for two out of a hundred thirty million
Even so, why is it this easy
You smiled and said "let's always be together"
Then why is it that my heart hurts this much
I feel like I'm gonna break already
I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

This trailing emotion is full of scars
I disinfected it but it doesn't heal
I wonder if it would heal if I could go to the hospital
I wonder if I need some untactful operation

I tried to write down all your bad points
When I read it, it became blurred with tears and disappeared

Was it that you were the moon and I was the sun
Or was it a whim of God's

A tragity for two out of a hundred thirty million
That's why it's so severe
You cried and said "I don't want to see you anymore"
I don't want that, I want to see you so much
I don't have anyone but you
I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

A miracle for two out of a hundred thirty million
Even so, why is it this easy
You smiled and said "let's always be together"
Then why is it that my heart hurts this much
I feel like I'm gonna break already
I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

I want you I need you I miss you My love
Forget you Good-bye? I don't wanna do it

Source: http://aitamashii.livejournal.com/105019.html

i love this song~ so cute. yes so true, out of millions of people two hearts able to meet each other is such a miracle.

now this song stuck in my playlist.

i hope one day i'll find the other heart so that i can happily sing this song with him.

for now...stay single myb something God had planned 4 me. whatever it is He knows what is the best for me. have faith in Him people. insyAllah =)

Randomness~

2011-01-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

i dunno i think i'm gonna start a new style of writing something. something random

1) haha on twitter trending #stuffthatpissmeof - n me like crazy following the trend and spamming my Twitter.

2) been reading so many fanfics then my eyes got all blurry n i stop only to the point where i just can't get the main idea of the stories.

3) http://community.livejournal.com/dokubuta/ i thought i hv finish reading all RyoMassu ai fanfics but when i come across this community~i just realized i haven't.

4) i feel like a total hentai person all thanks to the fanfics that i read mostly PG~so many sex scenes (but i skipped some ~ i just can't bear to imagine my Massu having sex with Ryo! or even tegoshi!) world got enuf Homo...plez be straight!

5) now hv the time to go blog-walking/tumblr-walking/LJ-walking/Wordpress-walking =D

6) eating delicious Murtabak for my breakfast. *yummy* coz i dun eat Murtabak when i'm in KL or in Bandar penawar. it's not the same one with what we hv here in JB =D

7) i hv been using twitter more than FB.....sometimes i just repeat the quotes i found in twitter into my FB.

8) fell in love even more with Keita Tachibana W-inds *die*

9) have so many reasons to watch TV. i'm waiting for Mr.J (available on Youtube but i just hate to wait for it to loading and to open several tabs just for one ep) - i'm really impatient these days. plus Shibuhara Girls-MTV been promoting it for awhile n i'm kind of excited to watch it =D but it will only be air on Feb.

10) found several new Anime to watch =)

end of part one randomness =D ja ne...

woi leave him alone!!

2011-01-20T00:38:00.009+08:00

ok here goes anor post on my fave male creature~ if u dun like it feel free to leave =) seriously my real intention is to post on something about a very good guy *switch to Malay* bagus sgt ni hah tetibe dgn selamba menyatakan pada aku kenapa nak suka lelaki kafir confirm masuk neraka. xpela oleh kerana aku x nak memanjangkan cerita aku pun tukar post *switch to English*it's better 4 me to think of love than hate, right?

ok now Jay Chou been promoting Green Hornet. his next stop is Singapore i guess. but this one particular news really caught my attention:

new love interest? wow such an exaggerating story! i'm so pissed off! leave Jay Chou alone will ya~so what if he wants to date some1.

we Jay Chou fans dun even care about it but why u even care huh media??? #*^)#*&)(#*!!!!!! stop using cheap tricks to sell!

this one making me laugh like hell! what??? pregnant? if u really want that person to take a responsibility why dun u just named that person? y just put little heavenly king? who the F is little heavenly king?? probably he just a guy selling ramen!

this one is even funnier~Jay Chou is the one who take my virginity. yeay clap2 for this girl to admit it now. why? becoz obviously he's famous now, right? what if Jay Chou is some random guy selling goreng pisang on the street? would u even bother telling the whole world?

i dun say that Jay didn't do it, it's just how can u tell this stories when u r about to promote certain things like u r a newcomer to the music scene or a singer but still not famous. it's of course sounds more fishy right?

actually there are thousands of other stories that really crack my head~some claiming have a drink with Jay Chou, even porn star said Jay kind of hitting on her or something like that....bla bla bla.....

and not to mention some Korean stars who admit they love Jay Chou when they are actually in Taiwan promoting something *cough hardly* fishy again right?

cute creatures~ hug-able n lovable

2011-01-18T11:36:00.007+08:00

i love fluffy animals~they are absolute gorgeous. when they play and when the do silly things making me want to jump. no matter how dorky they are since they are so cute...i guess i wouldn't mind seeing them like that.

see how cute?? arghh

so adorable~arghh *muax*

hello gorgeous! sexy cute puppy~i love the eyes~

how can this cute adorable cub turns into furious animal? ~cute~

hehe cute~the turtle cute too. i wonder why that turtle seems so curious over the cat.

i love Husky puppy~so cute but the eyes woooo scary hehe

ohh i love them really cute~overload of cuteness but wait i have anor cute creature to share but it's not so fluffy or to be exact not fluffy at all. here is the creature:

hahaha ok just kidding =P

addicted to w-inds love =)

2011-01-14T14:40:00.003+08:00

i'm addicted so twisted ~ part of the song of addicted to love by w-inds

apart from Jay Chou and JE boys, i love w-inds too!!!! though i highly doubted that they will come here but i still hoping 4 them to come to Malaysia and sing live!!

10 years and still going on strong!!!~

how cute n adorable they are wayyy back then esp keita-kun =)

i love this one the most!!!

W-inds official website

and they have twitter too!!! =)

Keita Tachibana

Ryohei Chiba

Ryuichi Ogata

counting down to his burfday

2011-01-13T19:29:00.005+08:00

it's 5 days before Jay Chou's burfday!! he will turns 32 this year! but yet he looks young to me! Jay can i have your secret?

his current looks:

wish u a healthy n prosperous life! hope GH will success! and don't forget your music plez!

if u hv a questions plez raise your hands =)

2011-01-12T21:41:00.004+08:00

frigging boring! found this on the net so i just answer it randomly!! hahaha

A:1. Where is your cell phone? my room
2. Where is your significant other? Japan =P
3. Your hair color? black
4. Your mother? with Allah
6. Your favorite thing? Laptop, my Mp3 player, hp (really?)
7. Your dream last night? emm i become a mean lecturer towards my students
8. Your dream/goal? go to Japan n watch News live in Tokyo Dome!!!!
9. The room you're in. hall
10. Your hobby? listening to music most of the time, stalking my fave JE boys....
11. Your fear? cockroaches, cicadas, drowning
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happily married n hv children. =)
13. Where were you last night? home
14. What you're not? hot 4 sure! haha
15. One of your wish-list items? News concert ticket, flight ticket to Japan, husband from Japan (is that so much 1 ask? haha)
16. Where you grew up? Johor Bahru
17. The last thing you did? twittering
18. What are you wearing? white t-shirt
19. Your TV? sharp
20. Your pet? my sis used to hv 3 cats now all dead! =(
21. Your computer? HP
22. Your mood? crazy! haha
23. Missing someone? my frens =(
24. Your car? MyVi
25. Something you're not wearing? something weird to me
26. Favorite store? let me see, myb MnG n Elle
27. Your summer? here it's summer all the time
28. Love someone? of course =P
29. Your favorite color? blue,red,white and red
30. When is the last time you laughed? like 2 hours ago (watching some tv show)
31. Last time you cried? like hours ago n surprisingly coz of Canada's next top model!
32. Are you a bitch? yeah sometimes haha
33. Favorite Position? ehhhh??
34. Favorite Past Time? internet
35. Are you a hater or a Lover? lover n hater
37. Are you genuine or fake? genuine!
38. Any Vices? like OTP pairing in fandom!! ohh this is bad already! haha

aku jealous ngan kau!!

2011-01-10T15:07:00.004+08:00

JEALOUS??? apakah? huhu aku rase boleh dikatakan hampir setiap manusia biasa akan ada perasaan cemburu ni.

aku rase normal jer bila manusia ada perasaan camni. cuma bagaimana kita kawal dan cuba meletakkan cemburu itu ke arah yg positif sahaja yang membezakan keburukan sesuatu sifat.

jdkanlah cemburu itu satu kekuatan untuk kita berubah bukan untuk merosakkan orang len. apa kau igt kalo memburukkan kwn tu kamu akan jd lg cantik ke? lagi pandai ke? lagi kaya ke? tak kot! so jdkan orang itu sumber inspirasi tuk berjaya.

janganlah terlalu mengikut hawa nafsu tu sampai sanggup menjatuhkan orang len dek kerna terlalu cemburu. setiap orang ada kelebihan masing2....jadi janganlah terlalu memandang kelebihan org len dgn membandingkannya dengan kekurangan diri sendiri kerna ia akan menambah lagi perasaan sedih+cemburu tu yg sampai memakan diri sendiri.

nilah masalahnya dlm kalangan orang melayu CEMBURU+HASAD DENGKI. dua2 kalo dh campur mmg susahlah nak ckp. memang kesian dekat org yg didengki tu kalau x dpt cara kasar, guna cara halus plak nak jatuhkan orang tu.

pantang nmpk org baru nak maju skit, disantaunya. pantang nampak orang baru nak idop senang skit, difitnahnya. pantang nmpk ape jer kat mata dia yang kurang menyenangkan adalah jelah langkah2 bernas yg akan diambil untuk melakukan sesuatu kepd org tu.

harap2 kita semua dijauhkan sifat2 sedemikian....amin. insyAllah

Just the way you are - Masuda Takahisa version LOL!

2011-01-08T23:52:00.005+08:00

Oh, Massu’s eyes, Massu’s eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining

His hair, his hair, falls perfectly without him trying

he's so cute, and I tell it to myself every day

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment him he won't know about it

And it's so, it's so, sad to think that he don't see what I see

But if ever he asks me do I look ok, I say;

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

Because Massu you're amazing, just the way you are

His lips, his lips, I could kiss them all day if he let me

Massu’s laugh, Massu’s laugh, some hate but I think it's so sexy

he's so kawaii, and I tell it to myself every day

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change

If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same

So, don't even bother asking if you look ok

You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

Because Massu you're amazing, just the way you are

The way you are, the way you are

massu you're amazing, just the way you are

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

Cause MASUDA TAKAHISA you're amazing, just the way you are.

p/s this is Bruno Mars song -> just the way you are but i change it to suits my Massu LOL!!!! hahaha

RyoMassu OTP pimping! hahaha =P

2011-01-08T17:05:00.013+08:00

okay...okay Tegomassu ai forever. but i just can't get enough of Ryomassu awkward moment together! they just odd sinful pairing that i'm starting to like!!!

haha the first one really wins me (even tegomass hugging even fail to blew me as much as this one):

the most outrages/violence act of gayness ai haha*look at the hands* o_0

Ryo is kind of harshly hugging Massu which making me go crazy over this!

it seems he can't get enough of Massu LOL! haha ok i'm exaggerating!

and then here it comes the most pervert action ever!!

ryo do u hv to be that violence/pervy?? haha and Pi seems to enjoy it himself there!! tegoshi u can't watch it becoz u r jealous right? hahaha

bear hugging the cutest hugging ever. there must be something going on with these two~err

secret moment with each oth~ ouch so much ai going on!

there are so many other pictures but i think these pics shows enuf my overloadness of Ryomassu ai! so i guess i won't be putting anymore hahaha....

p/s: these are not mine....i mean i take it in several places (which i can remember):

http://katrinasacay.livejournal.com/

http://fuckyeahryomassu.tumblr.com/

http://i-love-news.blogspot.com/

tengok lelaki cantik+comel aku lupa tajuk entri so aku jdkan ni tajuk entri! haha

2011-01-03T23:24:00.004+08:00

apakah tajuk itu?? haha ni semua gara2 kawan akulah yg post gambar2 terlampau kat FB! ok bukan bermaksud gmbr2 18sx kay tp gmbr lelaki jepun yg cantik (even lebih cntk dr aku!). aku n beberapa rakan trus menggila jap! hahaha

dan sebenarnye entri aku kali ni xde kena mengena ngan lelaki cantik. walaupun ape yg cuba aku nak kongsikan ni dtg dr negara matahari terbit juga. jangan risau bukan psal NewS bukan psl Massu atau Kame tp tentang industri manga dan anime yg aku minati!

b4 aku layan Anime aku penah gile jap sampai ponteng skolah agama gara2 nak tgk episod2 akhir cite cinderella in Tokyo! mase tu pun naseb aku baik sbb arwah nenek aku pun sgt cintan ngan cite tu so aku pun dpt green light lah dr arwah nenek kesygan aku tu tuk ponteng skolah (pdhal penolong ketua klas ni!)

pastu nek skool menengah aku layan2 gak Anime awal2 yg digilai ramai DragonBall huhu. sape yg x tau silelah pegy bukak wiki ngan segera! dgr beberapa Jpop artis cam Utada Hikaru, Ayumi Hamasaki, grasshopper, do as infinity, V6 dan beberapa lglah...

pastu aku knal citer Inuyasha! yer cite nilah yg memulakan kegilaan aku yg menyeluruh terhadap Anime dan Manga. 1st aku layan cite ni mase ditygkan kat tv SG. trus aku jd gile!!

dan sekrg dh xde lg dh nak patah2 blk sbb bg aku anime mmg salah satu bende yg hebat hasil dr org2 Jepun ni!

cuma aku ssh nak dpt bekalan bila blk jb balik. naseb ade animax (tp lmbtlah kan!) sbb kat sini ssh skit nak dpt yg ori. biase yg cetak rompak! dahlah cetak rompak die rompak pun dr fansubbed!

yg lg hinanye tu x reti2 ke nak pegy curik yg kat original punye sub! ni mcm amik jer yg streaming pny (mcm utube lebih krg) pastu burn jdkan konon2 dvd!!

hello aku mmglah suka fansubbed sbb sub dieorg mmg best berbanding yg biase sbb hanya fan jer yg mengetahui kehendak fan! tapi jgn lah hina sgt smpi gmbr sux gile!!

anti btul aku! naseb lah Bleach punye cetak rompak nmpk high class skit! kalo x nak jer aku lempangkan org jual dvd tu.

mgkn ade yg ckp nape x donlod?? mslhnye makan mase terlalu lame! dan broken link yg rase cam nak baling lappy ke dinding! so nilah jln penyelesaiannye beli jer dvd cetak rompak! haish sedih.

tapi x semua original bagus pun. aku rase Vscape so far buat keje yg baik diatas anime2 yg mereka edarkan. sbb kualiti sub die dan gmbr yg cntk! sbb adelah penah aku beli anime2 yg arge mmg murah skit berbanding vscape. aku biase beli InuYasha vscapenye. jd sbb duit dh beratus abis kat situ aku pun membuat langkah membeli anime2 len dgn arge murah skit contoh cam DDS dan get backers.

skali aku punye pertaruhan silap gile!! yg DDS tu boleh plak cam guna google translator jer kan? yg get backers ok sub tp pelokek! kenapa aku ckp pelokek? aku x taulah software ape die guna smpi aku x leh nak bace sub die! btul2 kat penjuru tv! ko pkilah sony bravia ke flat screen ke tv 29 inci ke x kan membantu!

aku pikir patut murah...sampah rupenye! haha so mcmn?? kekdg bile dh pegy kat kedai2 tu bukan leh cuba pun! kalo beli kat speedy sure x kan disappointed tp arge superb mahal! kekdg 2x ganda pdhal bende same kalo beli kat Kotaraya KL. tp mmg xde choice len lah kalo org2 mcm aku yg dh tercampak kat bandar penwr ni!

tulah patut ikut nasihat why shud we buy the gold disc not the purple disc hahaha....xde kena mengena!!!

p/s: byk ni anime aku nak kena catch up ni!! oh keje kau mengambil zaman kegemilangan ku!

Azam~Resolution

2010-12-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

bila nak tahun baru jer mesti semua orang akan melaungkan azam baru. oleh kerana sekarang ni pun dah dunia teknologi jadi bersepah2 lah isu azam ni di sekitar2 laman sosial (yeke? mcm isu bole jer skrg ni aku rase) hoot hoot haha

secara jujurnya aku x penah pun berazam...maksudnye menetapkan akhir taun tuk azam taun hadapannya. biasenye tahun baru tu berlalu tanpa makna pun. cuma dah besar n makin muda remaja ni aku dah stat pikir bahawa umur ku makin tua. dan kematian pun makin hampir.

cuma mula tahun dpn aku semakin bersemangat waja untuk menyimpan duit dengan lebih banyak tuk aku menjejakkan kaki ke Japan. Japan ni taraf idop tggi so duit nak ke sana pun kena ada dalam jumlah yg tggi! kalo x, x syiokk lah plak nak pegy sane! lgpun camne nak beli Uchiwa NewS. Tegomass dan Kame kalo x cukup duit!

jadi kesimpulannya aku mesti kumpul duit dgn sgt banyak supaya aku dpt menjejakkan kaki kesana. dlm mase yg same aku nak kumpulkan duit tu supaya mane taulah kan...tetiba ade lelaki yg berjaya mencairkan aku ajak aku kawen so at least aku adelah duit dlm tgn. mane tau

cuma aku harapla aku dpt pegy Jepun dulu sblm aku kawen. aku nak pegy sbgi Single dulu sbb aku kalo blh nak pegy gedik2 ngan brg2 JE so kalo ngan husband sure lah aku kena penampar ngan die kan? pegy honeymoon tp sibuk duk drooling tgk lelaki len.

dah tu kalo tetiba aku dpt peluang pegy konsert2 artis kegilaan, xkan aku nak bwk husband aku skali? euwww x syioknye! x dpt nak menggatal! hahaha eh salah menjerit dan menangis sbb terlalu gembira bertemu kekasih ati!

lagi satu motifnya adalah mana tau dpt tersangkut satu mamat jepun ke? hah leh lah aku bwk blk n knalkan ngan family. jadi impian ku menjadi nyata!! hahaha kalo dah kawen x dpt lah nak wat keje2 camni! huhu

ape2pun yg penting aku kena kumpulkan duit sbb aku nak beli ni sebgi kenangan aku didunia fandom ni:

hehe...i loike!!! pdhal boleh jer kalo nak beli kat LJ kekdg byk jual! haha...nnt aku nak carilah satu beli kat LJ. tp feel x same kalo aku pegy konsert n beli ni ngan kipas2 sambil tgk pakwe2 ku menyanyi! hahaha

i want to kill TESHI!!!!!

2010-12-18T13:52:00.005+08:00

why must you hug both my fave man??? i HATE YOU TO THE MAX (hehe =P)

first this one:

and then this one??:

WHAT IS THIS??????? TEGOSHI YUYA how dare you!!!

ps: Kame look so hot in the second Gif. yummy!!! can i hug u too?? uuuuu pervy meeee.....

source: here

This GIFs are not belong to me. it's entirely the work of Katrina (click source for more info) =)

this made my day~cry!!!! EPIC

2010-12-17T21:41:00.006+08:00

the most epic out of all the epic!!!

dunno whether i should rejoice or i should just slap Massu n Teshi!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh can't help falling in love with these two!

source: here

this GIF not belong to me. it's entirely made by katrina (click source to find out more)

Tegomass + NewS obsession~continue!

2010-12-17T10:57:00.005+08:00

this is one is Epic!!! ohhhh i love them!!!

this one??? i just dunno what to say?? i'm jealous with Tesshi....Kei-chan screaming his name and Massu run like hell! euwwww spoil brat!!! hahaha =P

one of my fave Abake coz no boring face-Ryo and it's Kame-chan hehehe

~from tego to massu : daisuki dayo~

2010-12-17T00:27:00.009+08:00

they are one of the cutest creatures in the world.

and it's a very rare species i must say!

hard to find but so adorable that i can almost faint!!!

so GAY!!! i mean look at the above picture! and below as well!

so Gay right?? i mean like seriously can't they act normal?

haha actually it just me sound jealous coz Teshi confess

his love to Massu.

Teshi: Daisuki dayo (to Massu)

erghhh i'm so freaking jealous

i dun care if you find these two weird

even if they both gay and in relationship

i would still be deeply in love with them

but Massu i only approve Tegoshi Yuya as your GF

other that that (i mean male creature)

i won't approve and i will hate you forever!!!!

whatever it is TegoMass daisuki dayo!!!

TEGOMASS RABURABU =)

Secret admirer =P

2010-12-15T16:29:00.003+08:00

jika kau tinggalkan hidup ini. aku tetap akan merinduimu dan kau tetap yang plg best penah ku minati =)

semoga kamu capai apa yang kamu ingini dan berbahagia slalu dunia akhirat, walaupun bukan aku yg kau pilih. Wanita itu pasti yg terbaik tuk mu huhu.... =)

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kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu
agar kau selalu sehat dan bahagia di sana
sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh
sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh

ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukan keberadaanku
yang menyedihkan ini
ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun dimanapun
hatimu kan berkata seperti ini

pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu
pria inilah yang kan selalu memujamu
begitu para rapper coba menghiburku

aku lah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga dan menuliskan cinta di atas meja kerjamu
aku lah orang yang kan selalu mengawasimu
menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku

dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu
jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku
tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku sayang
aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu

* mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi
mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar
betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai

aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu

repeat *

karena hanya dengan perasaan rinduku yang dalam padamu
ku pertahankan hidup
maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu
ada artiku telusuri hidup ini
selamanya hanya ku bisa memujamu
selamanya hanya ku bisa merindukanmu

tambah lagi satu bulan

2010-12-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

yer....cuti sakit ku ditambah lagi satu bulan. aduhai. dahlah 3/1/2011 dah start sem baru. kesian students ku. harap2 ada org yg boleh gantikan tempat aku buat sementara waktu ni tuk mengajar mereka.

M.A. tu ckp kat aku kalo melibatkan tulang ni biase amik mase 3 bulan gak nak baik. aku seperti ditampar mase tu sebab 2 minggu disimen pun rase cam nak termuntah sbb ssh nak jln duk umah jer.

tapi yang bestnye, kawan2 yg dtg tgk aku kate kulit aku makin cantik...haha mode perasan jap! x leh blah! tp ni tambah lagi sebulan...x taulah aku cane. takut2 badan aku makin bolat! TIDAKKK!!!

yang lagi aku takut kena tambah lg kaki ku bersimen smpi bulan 2 (abislah trip Perak aku ngan sayangs ku!) DAN YANG LAGI AMAT MENAKUTKAN ADALAH AKU X DAPAT NAK PERGI KONSERT JAY CHOU PADA 5th MARCH 2011!!!!

sbb kalo btul 3 bulan dr tarikh arini btul2 elok adalah 14/3/2011 TIDAKKKKKKKK!!!! ya Allah ku berharap kaki ku cepat2lah sembuh.

No more

2010-12-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

no more privacy and no more limited access to my blog.

i decide to allow anybody to read this blog (tapi ada ke yang nak baca? hahaha...)

boring....seriously!!!! tmrw appointment with doc. hopefully it turns out okay.

clumsy coz i'm fallin 4 u

2010-10-15T15:59:00.004+08:00

some people what to know signs someone likes you. what if i give these signs based on my own experience. how? by telling you guys how i would react to a person that i like...hahaha

1) whenever you enter the room, all of the sudden she's acting strange
2) smiling for no apparent reason whenever she just saw you or when u r around her
3) avoid to make an eye contact with you
4) looking at you when you are not looking
5) sometimes pretending not to notice you
6) she looks so surprise/acting cool when she bumps into you (bcoz it's either she accidentally or planning it in hand) hahahaha
7) she listen to every words you say, she remember if not every single at least the gist of what you said.
8) she will notice every changes in you
9) she remember what you wear or wore
10) she wants to get involved in your life hehe =)

haha....i know this sounds stupid but what do you expect? okay i'm in a very bad condition right now? my last post and today's post all about crush on some1. i'm seriously need to get rid of this feeling! it's not that i dun want him but it's just that i'm not that good 4 him.

but i will try my best to make him at least notice me. =) can someone call me a Love Doc? i need medication for this. or is he my medication? ya Allah please guide me.

plez tell me that this is not true!

2010-10-12T17:56:00.002+08:00

http://www.wikihow.com/Know-if-You-Have-a-Crush-on-a-Guy

hehe...boring aku pun search signs that you have a crush on someone. haha aku x taulah nape ngan aku ni. setiap kali nmpk die i will be acting so weird. and today he called me twice (not really call me) haha in the office.

suddenly rase cam nak pengsan whenever i hear his voice. he calls me but to ask if some1 else is around. though i wish he was looking 4 me but at least he talks to me, it would be enuf =)

dan kebykkan signs tu really kena btg idung...haha yeah i was thinking of him while reading it. he is not good looking, my crush back in Uni is million times better looking. but he has this sweet looking that making me dizzy....haha

i won't put a high hope, myb he already had GF. but just with one look at him would definitely makes my day. plus a guy like him, definitely will not fall for a girl like me.

hehe myb this is just anor chapter of my life......before i really met a guy that i can call 'sayang'. =) (but if it's him...i wouldn't mind hahahaha =P )

travel the world

2010-10-12T17:45:00.003+08:00

how i wish i can travel the world...if i ever find someone to love, myb i will travel the world with him but if i haven't, it's okay, i will still travel. =)

my first destination would be Japan. probably if ada rezeki, next year =) hopefully. Amin.

i wish that i can at least live or work 4 few years in these places :Japan, Taiwan, USA, UK, and Italy. hehehe.....at least b4 i die. haha what a dream.

aki no sora

2010-10-12T13:57:00.006+08:00

THE SELF

[01] Real name: Faridah Hanim Jaffri

[02] Nickname: Adah, AdahJay, Farid, Hanim and Faridah

[03] Status: : single and available 4 now =P

[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

[05] Gender: Female.

[06] Age: almost 25

[07] High School: SMKTSB n SMDK

[08] College: Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia
[09] D.O.B: 28th October 1985
[10] P.O.B: Johor Bahru

[11] Do you like yourself: by now i would kill myself if i dun like myself!

[12] Piercings: a few

[13] Right or left: Right

[14] Are you a freak : sometimes hahaha =P

[15] Hair: i love long hair but prefer short, i like to dye my hair but it's originally black!

[16] Skin: Asian skin colour.

[17] Allergic: Cockroaches n Cicadas

[18] What are you doing now: Blogging n Twittering

[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: marking papers

[20] What will you doing 10 years later: travel the world with my loved ones

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: for now own my own

[22] Siblings(included you): 10-1=9

[23] Eldest: Fadhil Jaffri

[24] Youngest: Adik @ Firdaus Jaffri

[25] Love/hate your family: love them!

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: Jay Chou....is it consider as an appropriate answer? haha ok seriously NO.

[27] If yes, who is he/she: as the above

[28]Who you want he/she to be: anyone he wants to be but according to Allah pleasures.

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: none, can u believe that?? haish....pretty sad.

[30] Ever woo boy/girl: Yes.

[31] Anyone woo you before: nope. =(

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i dun have one so how am i supposed to know but i will never hurt Jay Chou =P

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: dun have one

[34] Ever argue with your other half: as the above

[35] You with your other half since: as the above

[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight

[37] Reasons you love your other half: dun have one

[38] You and your other half in which stage:i dun have one!!!!

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: as the above

[40] Ever think of marry him/her:i dunno since i haven't found him yet

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Pekja

[42] Your first enemy: dun care bout them

[43] The friends you love the most:Pekja, Maya, Pekja, Nurul, Alice, Ajun, Asmah, Hajar, Aida, Shajia, Eros, Hajjar, Dayah, Ayu, Ain, Yaya, Adda, Adik syg @pzah......hehe =)

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): dun care

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: they r pretty in their own unique way =)

[46] Your most handsome boy friend: emm....none hahaha

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: miss know-it-all

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: self centered and ego

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: nope

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: i'm never be in a serious relationship.

[51] If your friend backstabbing you: that's life

[52] If your friend betray you: she/he is definitely not my friend

[53] If your friend woo your lover: it's so hard 4 me to even find one, so can u plez spare him 4 me and find another guy.

[54] If your friends fall in love with you: it's not happening

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: i dunno how to react

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: well i never kill my teacher/lecturer so i guess i am good haha

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: back in Schools not really.....so lazy haha

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:Emm let me see, Dr.Ismail (gemuk pendek comel =P) n Sir Helme hehehe =P

[59] Always late to school/college: who doesn't? hehe

[60] Your class: class?? emm

[61] You love your seniors: dun really care bout my seniors

[62] Senior who you love the most: none

[63] Your classmates good/bad: good

[64] Excellent result classmate: classmate?? Shazia hehe

[65] Laziest classmate: all of us coz everyone is lazy to go to class haha

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people: the one who are smart

[67] Stupid people: the one who did not use their brains wisely

[68] Good looking people: all people in the world

[69] Ugly people: ugly betty hahaha JK, i'm in a no position to say who is ugly....

[70] Funny people: the one who have a good sense of humor

[71] Cute people: Babies n Asians

[72] Bad people: no heart people

[73] Honest people: Prophet Muhammad PBUH =)

[74] Acting people: Munafiqun

[75] You are what kind of people: only Allah knows.

THE PREFER:

[76] Lip or eyes: Jay Chou's lip and Josh Hartnett's eye=P

[77] Hugs or kisses: both

[78] Shorter or taller: not too tall or too short

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous-fun,

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both

[81] Listener or talker: both

[82] Romantic or rich: both haha

[83] Good husband or Good Father: both

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: before 30

[85] Numbers of kid(s):3-5

[86] Career: errr....Businesswoman hehe

[87] Salary: RM1 mil can? hahaha

[88] Retirement age: till the day when i think it's time 4 me to beribadah instead of working emm myb around 50 (kalo pnjg umur)

[89] Properties value: House, cars, saving and the most valuable CHILDREN =)

[90] Wishes: may me and all Muslimin be happy in life and in the hereafter =) Amin.

My bestfriend's wedding =)

2010-10-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

next week on Sunday will be the day that one of my BFF will be getting married!!!

so happy for her and hope everything is going to be fine....

now i realized that most of my besties (back in my childhood) have settle down. i'm happy for them and can't wait to see them next week.

but i'm not too sure what to wear. maybe i should get myself a new baju for her kenduri...

to NURUL HAZWANI---> congratz dear. may Allah bless you always. no matter what i will always love you =)

Next year.....full of excitement. InsyAllah =)

2010-09-22T13:33:00.002+08:00

hehe next year i will be getting married....insyAllah. *okay i'm lying* hahahaha

next year i will engage myself with lots of planning. InsyAllah.

first and foremost is of course my beloved cutie pie hunny bunny JAY CHOU's concert =) unconfirmed date : 26/02/11

then i hope that i'm able to fly to Japan on Dec with my frens =)

Further my studies (but not sure which course)

buy a house =P LOL too ambitious hahaha insyAllah if ade rezeki.

get myself a future husband, i mean the real one....hehe =) (but not compulsory though just looking 4 one) hahaha

so far that's about it....insyAllah =)

Ridin' solo.......

2010-09-14T13:32:00.003+08:00

hehe.....td men2 FB ade plak petition single kepada ridin' solo. coolnya kalo leh wat status camtu. hehehe....tp ape yg aku cuba nak sampaikan ialah....i'm happy to be solo for now.

setelah pelbagai lelaki yang menyakitkan ati aku knal dan cuba berkawan akhirnya aku rasa mungkin Allah merancang yg lebih baik untuk aku. walau lambat mcmnpun akan aku tggu.

manusia selalu tidak sabar dan nak cepat....tp hanya Allah sahajalah yg tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita semua.

mungkin aku nak sgt ade bf, then lepas tu tunang n kawen....tapi Allah maha mengetahui bahawa mungkin aku belum bersedia. bila aku pikir2 balik pun, mmg btul. nak kawen perlukan duit yg byk. so aku kena kumpul lagi walaupun aku perempuan tetapi perlu jugak keluar duit sendiri sbb nak harap lelaki jer ssh.....lagilah lelaki skrg suka mengharap pada perempuan!!!

lepas tu dh kawen, bukan abis mcmtu jek. nak kena pikir duit lepas kawen plak. nak beli umah lagi, kalo tup tup mengandung, nak sara anak2 lagi. mkn pki semua.

bila dipikir2kan semula mgkn aku sendiri blum sedia nak kawen....walaupun aku rase aku sedia tp keadaan sbnr mcm x.

aku pun baru beli keta...duit lagi terbang. huhu igt nnt kalo ade rezeki, nak beli rumah plak. x pastilah kalo aku btul2 akan bertemu jodoh tapi aku doalah kalo ade. kalo xde aku redha dgn ketentuan Ilahi. sesgghnya Dia maha mengetahui.

buat masa skrg aku happy aku solo, masih ade masa untuk aku memilih yang mana kaca yang mana permata. aku x nak hanya kerana xde org nak kat aku, aku men serkap jarang jer setuju dgn memana lelaki. sedangkan lelaki itu x sayang pun aku. malahan menggunakan aku sahaja waktu susah n single. kemudian pergi dgn perempuan yg dicintai yg dia nak......dh tu aku yg mcm bodoh, tergadai segalanya dek kerna nak sgt dicintai!

ya Allah kau kuatkan aku dr godaan2 dunia ini dan aku berharap aku tidak berjumpa lagi dengan lelaki2 yg seblm ini telah aku jumpa....sesgghnya hanya Kaulah cinta sejati =)

Dam dam dum

2010-09-03T14:39:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir & Batin.....

Segala kesilapan dan khilaf harap dimaafkan kerna sesungguhnya aku hanyalah manusia biasa.

Diharap perjalanan ke kampung atau ke mana destinasa berjalan dengan lancar dan selamat.

moga Allah melindungi kita semua =)

Amin........

p/s: saya x sbr nak balik umah beraya =)

can't hurry love but how much longer should i wait??

2010-09-01T14:30:00.001+08:00

I need love, love to ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
But mama said

You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
I can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
You gotta just give it time
No matter how long it takes

But how many heartaches must I stand
Before I find a love to let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hangin' on
When I feel my strength
Yeah, it's almost gone
I remember mama said

You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness
Will cause my heart, heart to break

Now I can't bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can't go on
These precious words keep me hangin' on
I remember mama said

You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
I can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said just give it time
No matter how long it takes
(Gotta wait)

No love, love don't come easy
But I keep on waitin'
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight
I keep waiting
Keep on waitin' (for that day)
But it ain't easy yeah
It ain't easy
But mama said

You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said just give it time
No matter how long it takes
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take

You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said just give it time
No matter how long it takes
You can't hurry love

No, you'll just have to wait

what if our life just like glee.....hehe

2010-08-26T09:41:00.003+08:00

not that our life story is just like glee but what i mean is we are living in the world full of musical....

isn't it fantastic?

hahaha i wonder if you see your crush down the hallway and you sing whatever song you wish to sing to represent your feeling? and he pretending not to see what you are exactly doing. =P

or if u r so mad at your teacher you just jump up from your seat and sing your hearts out to tell your teacher how much you piss off with her.

or if you have a silly fight with your lover, you sing while crying and suddenly its raining outside (sounds like Hindustan rather than Glee....haha)

or if you got the things that you've dream the most e.g. like meeting your prince charming or your fantasy bf, you sing and dancing with just everyone you bump into. haha

or if you just wish your boss go die and you sing a song about how much you wish you can kill him! hahaha

or if you hate your job like hell, you singing happily and decide to give your boss a resign letter and hoping after receive it, your boss will sing a song begging you for mercy not to leave the company.

or whatever the situations is.....we could sing and we don't feel like killing ourselves after that....haha but i guess if we sing a lot we will take a longer time to finish what we really want and the hardest part is to get the other person to actually understand the meaning behind the song you sing...

p/s: haha or maybe every time something happen, there will be a song playing just to suit the mood just like in the movie/drama =P

it's so pathetic when....

2010-08-25T08:09:00.005+08:00

you are in a relationship but your so called the other half wants to keep it as a secret....

you are in a relationship but you are the one who trying damn hard to impress that other half....

you are in a relationship but you need to change a lot about yourself....

you are in a relationship but he couldn't care less about you.....

you are in a relationship but with someone who is so self centered......

you are in a relationship but he didn't bother to call or SMS you except if he needs something..

you are in a relationship but that person didn't appreciate you

you are in a relationship but you are not sure if you have one.....

it's even more pathetic when you are actually still hanging on to this kind of relationship when it brings you nowhere. =((

ala...pahal lak xdpt weyh...??kata masyuk amat??anak sedara ko ni da kebuluq nk rasa duit tgn mak sedara dia...hahahha =p xde ah.... weyh, ak mlm ry n pg ry kt umah mama...pastu umah mertua...huhuhu..

2010-08-19T11:42:00.001+08:00

huhu aku mmg pegy raya umah ateh. aku smpi ari khamis camtulah hehe

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The Arrivals =(

2010-08-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

Jumaat lepas aku pulang ke rumah di johor bahru.
and my beloved lil sis pun ade kat umah.

kerana termat boring aku pun tgk movie2 yg ade dlm hard disk die.
dan aku bertemu dgn satu video2 ni yang bertajuk the arrivals.

ada 50 episod semua skali. inilah antara video yang byk memberi kesan terhadap minda dan pikiran aku. kalah semua video Jay Chou atau lelaki2 yang comel!

video ni menunjukkan dokumentari bagaimana dia menyatakan bahawa Dajjal sudah tiba dan akan datang waris Rasul tercinta kita Nabi Muhammad SAW iaitu Imam Mahdi.

sangat terkejut dengan penemuan mereka ini. kepada sesiapa yang tak pernah tengok silalah tengok. maksud saya tengok kene betul2 tengok dan memahaminya kerna kalau tgk sambil lewa x kan dapat fokus apa yang dieorg cuba sampaikan.

sangat menakutkan kerna benda2 itu semua dekat ngan kita, muzik, makanan, tv, media massa dan macam2 lagi.

tapi yng lebih menakutkan adalah bila dari kajian mereka Dajjal sudah tiba disini kerna adanya Hadith RasulAllah SAW bahawa dajjal akan datang ke dunia selama 40 hari. satu hari bagai setahun, 2 hari bagai sebulan dan 3 hari bagai seminggu dan hari2 seterusnya adalah hari2 seperti hari2 di akhir zaman ni.

dan kalo nak tau apa significant nya Hadith diatas dan kehadiran dajjal...silalah tonton video ini. kat youtube banyak. ada 50 part semua skali.

ataupun layari www.wakeupproject.com

kamu akan paham apa yang aku cuba bebelkan ni! sungguh menakutkan =(( moga Allah merahmati dan melindungi kita semua dari tipu daya dajjal. Amin.

tahun ni ak dpt duit raya x?hehheehe

2010-08-12T08:16:00.001+08:00

hah?? x dpt kot miahahaha =P

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yuhu....bila mau blk jb?

2010-08-12T08:15:00.001+08:00

aku nak blk lah ni! haha...raye nnt aku gi raye umah mama =)

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My women....

2010-08-10T09:43:00.005+08:00

these are the women that really blow me away, not that i'm gay or something but i love them for the reason that they have inspired me so much that i wish i can be as good as them =)

always gonna b the princess of my heart:

Princess Diana

my fave female singer:

Marie Digby

love her style of singing and coolness ngeee:

Hayley Williams

my current wallpaper

2010-08-10T09:40:00.001+08:00

ok i have change it again....hehe i love to change my wallpaper frequently. i dun know why! =P

ok this is my new one:

Saturday will be the day that we're.....

2010-08-05T10:21:00.008+08:00

going for lunch at Seoul Garden:

going to watch Inception:

going to watch The Last Airbender:

going to have dinner at McD (i want to eat GCB):

p/s: gonna fully used my Saturday's off haha. rarely got this opportunity (i mean off on Saturday). plus next week Heroic detective! ngeeee

my current wallpaper

2010-08-05T10:02:00.003+08:00

okay since i got nothing better to do i'm gonna share my wallpaper (this might be a regular post)
i will post new one everytime i change it hahaha

okay today just change a new wallpaper from this:

to this:

p/s: hehe both my beloved Jay =P

adah,GG tnya pasal ko kat aku,mana ko hilang?

2010-08-03T15:47:00.001+08:00

huhu....aku ade jer...cume last week bz skit sbb ade konvo. huhu tu jarang on9.

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What's your favorite Disney movie?

2010-08-03T12:26:00.001+08:00

Sorcerer's apprentice miahaha. but i love Cinderella =)

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Anor Jay~

2010-08-02T17:54:00.004+08:00

haha not so new actor but my new BF......

JAY BARUCHEL

hehe so cute lehh....love him!!

p/s: when will i ever find a guy that i can truly call my BF/Fiance/husband??? haha 1 million dollar question

Don't vent out your anger on me!!!

2010-07-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why some people love to vent out their anger or hatred on someone else (which that someone else has got nothing to do with their hatred or anger at all) maybe this kind of peeps need to see Jack Nicholson (anger management)!!!!

i know you got problems everyone does but does that gives you licence to be harsh to someone else? i dun think so! then why must you be so damn mean??? what have i done wrong to be treated that way?

btw, i'm sorry if i done you wrong but tell me face to face rather than keep on saying harsh words and hurt my feelings.

~sigh~

i heard that Jay Chou doesnt wear underwear? izit true?

2010-07-26T22:24:00.001+08:00

yeah he likes to (i mean not wearing underwear)

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What is your favorite breakfast cereal?

2010-07-26T12:52:00.001+08:00

cornflakes nyum nyum =)

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Which do you prefer? The dentist or the eye doctor?

2010-07-26T12:51:00.001+08:00

dentist....haha eye?? sounds scary =P

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Selam sambil minum air atau bahasa kasar ambil kesempatan!

2010-07-20T15:53:00.002+08:00

ok selalu dengar peribahasa Selam sambil minum air ni tapi bagaimana pula kalau jenis yang selam sambil minum air tu sampai ambil kesempatan...

terdapat pelbagai bentuk take advantage ni contoh:

1) kawan
2) ahli keluarga
3) BF / GF
4) Suami
5)tunang

dan sebagainya.....

tapi paling bahaya kalau BF/GF kita atau sewaktu dengannya yang cuba ambil kesempatan pada kebaikan kita. macamana nak tahu? so aku xde kerja saja google2 kat internet dan ini salah satu jawapan yang aku jumpa:

"If you find that you are giving more of yourself and to the relationship then he is or offers, if he only comes around when he wants something, and treats you nice until you give him whatever it is that he wants from you at that time he is taking advantage of you and using you. "

Source: WikiAnswers

huhu inilah type yang paling bahaya yang patut dijauhi! selalu tetiba SMS kita atau Email ke YM ke PM ke sebab atas dasar tetiba dia ada benda nak minta bantuan. kita pun punyalah excited dapat mesej konon dari lelaki/perempuan yang dicintai tapi rupe2nye die nak sesuatu dari kita.

rambut sama hitam hati manusia siapa yang tahu? betul x?

contoh2nya:

1) Hai sayang tengah watpe tu? yang abang/baby ada masalah skitlah. duit x cukup nak buat bayar kereta. boleh x nak pinjam duit?

2) ataupun ada plak yang jenis ceritakan masalahnya berkenaan dengan duit atau kereta rosak atau ape2 yang melibatkan duit. akhirnya kita sendiri yang offer untuk meminjamkan duit. tanpa segan silu mereka akan terus setuju.

3) lebih menakutkan bila baru jer kenal2 dah pandai nak pinjam duit, nak berhutang...ni pun bahaya ni.

4) kalo x duit pun, biasenya belaku kat kaum perempuan amik kesempatan pada badan plak. ini lagi x leh blah!! duit leh carik, maruah? huhu sure x leh dapat balik.

apepun bentuknya, ramai orang kat luar sana yang sering mengambil kesempatan. antara kita sedar atau tidak.

diharapkan kita semua dijauhkan dari orang2 sebegini kerna aku sangat takutlah diambil kesempatan.

Who inspires you the most?

2010-07-19T16:56:00.001+08:00

Rasullah SAW and Jay Chou hehe =)

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Who's the sexiest man alive?haha

2010-07-19T16:55:00.001+08:00

hehe JAY CHOU!!!!!!!! jawapan obvious! haha =P

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story sharing about love thru songs.....

2010-07-18T20:59:00.006+08:00

let's give it a try =)

Well i'm still addicted to him! i just can't get him out of my head. some might know this person very well.

brokenhearted when i know that he already in a relationship with someone =(

then i got to know this guy and i thought that i finally found THE ONE.

then i thought that love do exist and he is the only exception to the general rule.

then i guess it's the end of everything when i'm getting tired of waiting n hoping!

but life must goes on. "shame on you if you fool me once but shame on me if you fool me twice" so no turning back!

haha finally (it's been ages since i really fond for a guy) now i think i got crush on this guy =P

then i realize why should i give up on love? try and try until i find the right one for me!!

p/S: ngeeee should i make the 1st move like before? =P

My Baby cutie pie =)

2010-07-17T20:08:00.004+08:00

hehe wth with the title nyway? haha i dun care...how can i not love this adorable cute and rare creature? the one and only....Jay Chou

well i'm so happy that i could almost faint out of excitement! hahaha why? because my baby cutie pie will be here for a concert! when?? It will be held on 5th March 2011. yes baby 2011...it's like months b4 he will be here performing yet another breathtaking concert.

am i exaggerating? haha well i'm not. it is because Jay's new concert (the era) will be in 3d mode. yeah i bet some of you might be wondering wth 3D in concert....well let the video do the talking...

Awesome!!!!!!!!! faint!

big Jay Chou! so cute lehhh! =) *melting*

hehe so cool! i wish his concert here will be as awesome as in Taiwan! i bet that i will spend a lot of money on this one. last concert cost me around RM300.00 sumting. so i guess this time around it's gonna be like RM 400.00++ hahaha =P

some might ask....will i spend such amount of money on him? well all i can say is YES!!! so in love with him. after all i can only meet the guy of my life (my cutie pie hunny bun) only once in 2-3 years. so i'm not gonna let this opportunity slips away. insyAllah i'm gonna be there. =)

JAY CHOU, insyAllah i will be there with my Jay's besties Aishah n Aya alongside Jay2u freaks..... hahaha =P can't wait to see them.

what’s your favorite tv show of all time and why?

2010-07-17T16:57:00.001+08:00

don't watch tv much hehe...but i guess it's gonna be buffy the vampire slayer...hahaha

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open sea?? since when? macam mana u bole naik bot time kt sabah aritu hahaha

2010-07-16T09:46:00.001+08:00

itu aku tabahkan hati. aritu lagi best time ade dinner kat tmpt aku. jap agi nek bot. ngan xde safety jacket.....aku nangis haha gile malu!!! x nakkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku tkt mati lemas! hahaha

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nak peluk saya tak?

2010-07-16T09:44:00.001+08:00

mestilah nak!!!!!!!!! hehe =)

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Do you have any phobias?

2010-07-14T13:44:00.001+08:00

haha yup. cockroaches and water (open sea) ngeee =P

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happy / sedih Spain won world cup 2010?

2010-07-13T10:09:00.001+08:00

mestilah HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPAIN the best! =)

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do u think aida n eros will create formspring acc too?haha.lets promote this to them

2010-07-11T13:23:00.001+08:00

i think they will. mari hilangkan diri dari FB sebentar. berat sgt! haha

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If you could be invited to one person's birthday party, whose would it be?

2010-07-11T13:12:00.001+08:00

Jay Chou lah op cos! ngeeee =)

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Cinta itu tidak seindah yang digambarkan

2010-07-09T14:56:00.003+08:00

kenapakah cinta tak seindah lagu ini?

No other - Super Junior

"Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you're always be the one in my eyes (I’m going crazy crazy Baby)"

dimana walaupun ade Jessica Alba, Megan Fox, Scarlet ke tetap lelaki itu rasa kitalah perempuan paling cantik yang dia pernah nampak.

Kenapakah cinta tak seindah lagu ini?

Marry Me - Super Junior

"You are my everything My dazzling beautiful bride, You are a gift from god"

dimana dia sangat merasakan kita adalah hadiah dari Allah dan tidak akan sia-siakan kita. happy bila dapat kahwin dengan kita.

Kenapakah cinta tak seindah lagu ini?

Ke Ai nu ren - Jay Chou

"The world is so big and I and I am only a small, small, small ant But I have to use all my strength to protect you"

dimana lelaki itu walaupun tidaklah sekuat mana sanggup untuk melindungi kita (bukan mengongkong). bukan menggunakan atau mengambil kesempatan diatas kelemahan perempuan!

kenapakah cinta tak seindah drama-drama Asia terutama Korea!

Contoh-contohnya:

- Apabila kita dalam kehujanan lelaki itu macam tahu2 jer dan berlari sambil membawa payung.

- Sakit dan tanpa perlu memberitahu dia tahu dan menjaga kita.

- Lelaki itu sanggup melakukan segalanya hanya untuk bersama kita.

- Lelaki itu akan berusaha untuk mendapatkan kita, bukan ambil mudah dan rasa bila dah dapat tak perlu jaga perasaan.

- Segala buruk kita dia sanggup terima : manja2 bodoh (Smiling Pasta) , x pandai bergaya (My girl), belajar x tinggi(byk sgt!), Gemuk (My Lovely Samson)

- Lelaki handsome, kaya, berjaya dan baik akan jatuh cinta dengan wanita yang biasa (macam aku) bukan macam supermodel!

Banyak sangat! kenapa realitinya menyakitkan? huhu

Tetapi aku tetap puji Proposal Daisakusen dimana aku perasan ramai lelaki dari pengalaman kawan2 memang agak lembab macam cerita tu! asyik tangguh atau ego atau terlalu malu. atau terlalu menunggu peluang yang baik konon nak menyatakan yang dia suka.

atau kalau yang lagi best, berserah jelah pada tuhan!! hello????? Kalau kau x usaha kau expect perempuan yang kau suka tu boleh tau ke? dapat revelation? lepas tu bila perempuan tu dah dimiliki orang lain barulah terhegeh2 nak kejar!

tapi seriously aku menyatakan kenapakah cinta tak seindah yang digambarkan? mungkin kerana harapan lebih tinggi dari impian. ntahlah.........

p/s: walauapapun....bagi aku RasulAllah SAW lah lelaki yang patut dijadikan model oleh semua lelaki Islam. ini kerana sifatnya yang sangatlah mulia. aku rasa aku akan sangat bersyukur dikurniakan lelaki seperti Nabi Muhammad SAW =) the greatest man of all time.

Tekanan! aku rindu pada kau......

2010-06-22T16:36:00.003+08:00

Mengalami masalah tekanan hidup! aku rasa
sungguh sedih, sakit menunggu. aku rasa badan ini sangat lemah.

setiap hari aku menunggu dengan
sabar....agar kau datang dalam hidupku. tolonglah secepat mungkin sebelum diriku
menjadi lagi gila.

segala kutukan ku padamu bukanlah membenci
tapi itu tandanya aku sangat menyayangi dirimu. ini kerana kau semakin jauh dari
telinga ini.

tolonglah sudah lama aku nantikan tapi kau
tak juga kunjung tiba........wahai

album baru Jay Chou!!! tolonglah Ann post secepat mgkn!
aku sudah tidak dpt menahan lagi perasaan rindu ni!
amat memerlukan album barunya
dan juga segala barang-barang yang dijanjikan
terutama skali T Shirt Wo Bu Pei tu!!

ARGHHHHH tolong jgn seksa sy lg!

aku suka......

2010-06-19T14:13:00.004+08:00

hehe nilah ciri2 lelaki yg menjadi pilihan aku mwahaha (gile perasan) (berharap)

1) kalo korg nak tau aku berdoa sgt2 agar aku dapat suami sifatnya mirip2 Rasulallah. tapi bila aku sedar diri aku pun x lah sebaik Saidatina Aishah mahupun Siti Khadijah rase x yah berangan lebey2. tapi orang kata perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik. jadi kalo aku nak lelaki yang baik aku perlu perbaiki diri aku sendiri. insyAllah =) so go ADAHJAY!!! (perlulah ade name Jay).

2) aku teramatlah suka lelaki yang berseni esp seni muzik. dan kalo boleh superb men alat muzik dengan mahirnya. (piano *ngee* air liur meleleh terigt Jay men Piano) =)

3) selalunya aku senang dan mudah terpikat ngan lelaki muka garang dan bajet macam best ni. mwahahaha x tau kenapa. dieorg ni nmpk sexy! haha

4) Aku secara semulajadinya akan terjatuh cinta dengan lelaki bermata sepet dan berkulit cerah (sekiranya lelaki melayu) mungkin kerana aku suka lelaki Jepun/Cina/Korea. ntah...taste kot!

5) memang amat teruja kalo dpt kawen ngan lelaki bangsa2 seperti diatas plus Spanish guy. ngeee....

apapun ni hanyalah impian.....haha. x pastilah boleh dapat ker tak. apapun kalo dh suka x kisahlah mcmn pun...asalkan sayang kat aku sudey.

tapi nak cari yang sayang kat aku dan terima aku seadanya tulah yang susah. madang nak suh aku kuruskan badan! kalo aku kurus cun ke ape ker....kau yakin ke aku nak pandang kau???

bukan nak kurang ajar tapi cuma sedey lelaki slalu mengharapkan macam2 dari perempuan tapi pernah x pikir kami ni pun ada apa yang kami nak tapi kau walau sekelumit pun xde seperti yang aku nak....hah? boleh plak aku terima....tapi kenapa tidak kau?

hish2 kalo ckp psl pilihan ni mmg sampai mati x abis....hahaha... JAY CHOU kau tetap pilihan hati!

World Cup Fever

2010-06-13T08:16:00.003+08:00

after waiting for years, finally the event we (or most of us) have been waiting for finally here.

WORLD CUP 2010

hehe.....my fave team will always be Spain and Netherlands (Holland)

so i need a lot of caffeine (but i think i'm immune) haha

to keep me awake.....

so many teams to watch and so many games to admire.

looking forward for teams like Korea, Japan and USA.

though not really a fan. =)

Jia You to my fave team!!!

i never told you this.....i miss everything about you~

2010-06-12T09:39:00.004+08:00

we never really in love....or to be exact you never love me. I'm the only one who chasing after you.....but i can't believe that I'm still thinking about you, admiring you and respect you. never once in my life you have ever hurt me.

i miss the way you smile
i miss the way you walk
i miss the way you laugh when you are around your friends
i miss how you blush
i miss the way you play football or futsal *wink*

but now you belong to someone else. btw nice choice, she is pretty =) i hope she will love you 4eva. I really wish that you are my friend.....so that i can attend your wedding.

I really miss everything about you and i can't believe that i still want you.

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I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Every timeI close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I never told you - Colbie Caillat

HEY ladies.....u shud listen to this song!!!

2010-06-11T16:46:00.002+08:00

Hey Ladies - Rossa - klik disini

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

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Nyah ko lelaki penipu dari hidupku hehehe =)

These Days......

2010-06-11T10:56:00.003+08:00

Some days I couldn't get up, couldn't get down, I'm bored of everything,
Somehow a little black cloud would rain over me.
Someone was making me mad, good turned bad and I'd lose everything,
To get you back just to get you back but...

These days, the world's all right, the sun shines bright,
I'm kicking out the bad dreams.
These days, I don't think twice, I walk on ice,
And I'm positively somewhere.
These days go on, long after you've gone,
These days go on, long after you've gone, these days go on and on.

I'm out of the fire and into the swimming pool,
Sometimes, I'd drown my tears but the same old fears come back.
Someone's been making me ill I bet you're still,
A two, three, four letter word,
Yes, you heard, the pretty little bird's fly home, cause...

These days, the sun kicks in, the good guys win,
I'm illegal in the back seat.
These days I'm safe and sound, not dragged down,
You wanna know the reason?
These days go on, long after you've gone
These days go on, long after you've gone, these days go on and on.

Thank you for not being here, I feel better when you're not,
Sleeping in my head, tossing and turning and messing up the sheets.
The love we made was incomplete, like the shoes on your feet,
Same stuff I've heard it before, that philosophy starting to bore me.
Now you won't have to smile and ignore me.

These days, the karma's right, the sun shines bright,
I'm kicking out the bad dreams.
These days, I don't think twice, I walk on light,
I'm positively somewhere.
These days go on, long after you've gone
These days go on, long after you've gone, these days go on and on.

These days, these days (go on and on and on and on)...

Cinta???? Pembohongan semata-mata......

2010-06-10T15:25:00.004+08:00

Kian lama terpenjara
Mencari makna cinta
Dalam ungkap kata bersulam dusta

Bila gerbang rahmat terbuka
Menjelma cinta suci
Sehalus dan selembut sutera kasih
Terbentanglah tersingkap kebenaran
Terlerailah terbenam kepalsuan
Tuhan pada-Mu ada kedamaian
Diribaan-Mu kebahagiaan
Tiada lagi rasa kesangsian di hati
Cinta Mu cinta tulus suci murni
Kasih-Mu nan abadi

Bertautlah bercambahlah cinta
Mengharum dalam jiwa
Menemukan kerinduan syahdu
Pada yang Maha Esa

Sutera kasih membelai
Membalut kelukaan itu
Sutera kasih melambai
Mengisi kekosongan pengharapan

Rela pasrahkan kehidupan
Mengharungi cabaran
Rintangan perjalanan di hadapan

Doa dan titis air mata
Mendamba sutera kasih
Agar terus bersemi selamanya

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Alhamdullilah =) sesungguhnya memang hanya Cinta kepadaNya jelah yang kekal abadi dan tanpa penipuan. napelah aku ni buta sangat!

Plastic or natural beauty?

2010-05-24T14:31:00.003+08:00

Semalam aku tengok rancangan Oprah. cerita tentang Beauty.Oprah ni rancangan dia mmg best, slalunya mmg yg menjana minda.

Dalam program malam tadi dia adan menyatakan kat China ramai yang buat plastic surgery and ramai manusia skrg esp perempuan yg jadik Slaves kepada Kecantikan.

Saya sgt setuju ngan statement ni sbb hampir 99% perempuan yg sy knal semua nak cntk termasuklah saya.

saya diet, senam n nak beli ubat kurus semua sbb satu faktor iaitu kecantikan! jarang n mungkin xde yg nak kurus ke ape ke sbb kesihatan! huhu tipu semua tu!!!

Tapi bila difikirkan semula kenapa manusia jadi slave kepada kecantikan ni? adakah kerana terlalu gilakannya.

pada pandangan saya faktor utama kenapa sebenarnya manusia jadi seperti ni sampai sanggup bedah semua kerana hinaan, cercaan yang diterima. kalau semua manusia dalam dunia ini tidak pernah melabelkan kecantikan seseorg dr rupa parasnya....mungkin kosmetik, pusat pembedahan plastik, majalah2 kecantikan semua x laku.

ini semua kerana manusia meletakkan satu standard bhw...yg mcm ni cantik, yang mcm ni hodoh, yg mcm ni baru hot yg mcm ni buruk.

nak kerja ni kena ketggian seckpnye, nak kene perfect bla bla bla......lepas tu bila manusia yg terlalu merasa rendah diri ni resort kepada pembedahan....kutuk plak kata x natural. plastik bla bla bla......

jadi sebenarnya secara jujurnya aku jika dibenarkan dalam Islam melalukan pembedahan dh lama buat. tp x dibenarkan. sebab apa? of course lah kerana merasa diri ini tidak cantik.

Kalau cantik mesti kulis kene Putih (typical Asian punye taste esp Malay walhal muke die itam belegam!) xde jerawat, ukuran kena perfect (mcm hour glass, Spanish guitar ape lagi?) semua kene cukuplah....

jadi in the end semua manusia gila pada kecantikan atau kehandsoman (btul ke ayat aku ni? bantai jelah) kerana manusia suka menilai dan mengukur sesuatu dari sudut pandangan masing2 (termasuk aku pun buat) huhu jadi kalau ada yang buat pembedahan ke atau pakai susuk ke mmg patut lah agaknye kita jgn trus melenting dan menyalahkan mereka. mungkin kita patut fikir kalau dunia ni x kejam bab kecantikan ni, manusia mgkn x kisah tntg semua ni....

P/S: kecantikan duniawi x berkekalan...tp temptation nya sgtlah tinggi!!! =(