what a heartbreaking moment for NEWS fans

on 7/10/2011 (which i will not want that date to be on my calendar) will be the date that all NEWS hardcore fans remember...

Pi n Ryo announce that they are leaving NEWS for good....when i heard that news, i feel so devastated that i didn't even realize i'm crying (yes i'm crying over a band)...i can't believe how a band can hurt me so bad. i never thought that i will be this crazy to cry over some band......

its not that i know them personally but the joy they gave me while i'm down (esp this year) now turning into my source of sadness.......

i feel so betrayed by Pi...i don't hate him but i just feel disappoint with him...i still remember how he gave us so much hope that he will be back with NEWS. i keep on denying that one day he will leave NEWS...and i kept telling to myself that all of these just rumors...rumors made up by irresponsible media.

i couldn't see this one coming...two members out at the same time...i know some might think that i'm exaggerating things or overreacting but hey this is me....i love them (yes i do)...they put a smile on my face with their inspiring songs while i'm down for these past few months....suddenly two of them leaving (i can't even...!!!)

call me immature or delusional fan or whatever....but i am sad and brokenhearted over this matter. i wonder what will happen to the new NEWS...well there be members who trying to outshine everyone? or will they work as a team this time around?? i dunno....i have a mix feeling bout this...there are times i feel like i'm about to quit this fandom...

fangirling over Jay Chou never been this hard...yeah i had a few arguments with some fans.... but this?? urghhh!!! now NEWS fandom turning into some drama...where everyone is fighting. but i do understand why...because people hurt. when we hurt we love to rant and rant and rant. not becoz we are whiner but we just want to let it out so that one day when we look back we can finally say...i'm glad i'm part of this drama and it already end...

honestly i don't hate RyoPi but i can't support their separate activities like i used to do.....the only way i can recover from this is...is when i gave up on fandom....

THE REMAINING NEWS WILL HAVE MY UNDIVIDED SUPPORT.....LOVE NEWS =D

Update sepintas lalu : Seminggu Ramadhan

Alhamdullilah dah seminggu dah berlalu Ramadhan. cepatnya masa berlalu. blog aku ni pun dah jadi apa pun tak tahu..

sempena ngan Ramadhan ni akak aku bukak bazar niaga kuih raya...giat kami mempromosikan kuih2 tersebut. haha..... tapi sekarang ni pun awal lagi so xde sgt org nak beli kuih raya, ramai yg suka beli last2 minute lg pun time tu byk promosi nnt.

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semenjak dua menjak puasa ni selalu aku dengar orang men bunga api...aku rasa aku duk Malaysia bukan Japan (Hanabi festivals) xpelah dptlah merasa tempias2 kononnya hanabi fest kat sini gak lah =P haha *x leh blah impian sengal*

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Alhamdullilah so far berjaya puasa....sebab kalo x dulu ade gak pancit sekali dua sbb sakit gastrik yg teruk. start kena gastrik ni time kerja. maklumlah makan x tentu. kejap pukul 10 kejap pukul 1...ikut masa free bile pastu amek ko ubat, gastrik =(

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TegoMass akan adakan konsert dari Oct - Dec 2011. suka sbb yup TM akan buat konsert tp dlm masa yg sama sedih sbb jawabnye tahun ni xde lah NEWS punye aktiviti!!! uwaaa =((

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ni berita yg lg best yg sakit hati Haruma Miura dan Takeru Sato akan keluarkan DVD baru travel dieorg tu. dulu NY skrg cet dieorg gi Borneo. Borneo pulak tu Sabah. berapi jer aku baca berita tu. berapi sbb jealous!! haha XD

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planning nak gi buka puasa kat Penawar (umah sewa -rindu housemates) pastu insyAllah nak ke Ipoh tp tulah ni kena cari kepastian dulu. uuuu =D

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KEPADA SEMUA MUSLIM, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK
SEGALA SALAH SILAP HARAP DIMAAFKAN
SEMOGA DIBERKATI ALLAH SELALU

=)

tanjoubi omedetto Kato Shigeaki San =D

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

happy belated burfday to Shigeaki Kato (11th of July)....the one who get bullied all the time but the smartest among them XD i miss NEWS =(

tanjoubi omedetto to my beloved Masuda Takahisa

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪




i love you so much!!!!!!!! kyaaa hahaha XD happy burfday to the cutest guy on earth! thank you for cheering up my days esp during these past few months =D

You wouldn't answer my call =(

Even though I know you how much how much you hate it, I can’t do anything but this

In front of your door, just idly waiting

Even though I’m so miserable, it’s better than losing you
I can’t lose you, so I stay near you, in front of your door waiting

You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all
No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use
Source: LYBIO.net

Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me
Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met
Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry

Looking at my phone ten times a day, even jumping at the slight sound

To find out if you had sent me a text message

At first, at first, I thought like normal fights you would come back
Because you’re such a nice girl you wouldn’t be so cruel to leave me

You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all
No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use

Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me
Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met
Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry

source: http://lybio.net/2am-you-wouldnt-answer-my-calls-english-translation/k-pop/

my new craze

i'm not really into Kpop...i only listen to some and the only group that i kind of follow is Super Junior. however today i'm officially in love with 2AM

i did listen to them back then with the song call "i can't let you go even if i die". but i don't really pay attention to them cause i'm not much of a fan of Kpop. now my perception totally change. i think they are awesome....got a great songs and a great voice.

i think starting from now besides NEWS, Kame and Jay Chou....i'm gonna fangirl-ing like crazy with 2AM XD love them!!!

Reasons why i love you =)

in response to this entry hehe =D

you put 10, i'll put as many as i want kah kah kah =P

the reasons why i love MASUDA TAKAHISA from NEWS:

1) his smile....the brightest of them all. even Pi thought he had a very great smile =)

2) cute one side dimple on his cheek

3) his fails, stupidity and randomness. "THE STOP MASUDA" LOL! XD

4) he loves food....me too me loving food. Gyoza and Massu a pairing that u gotta love =P

5) he's adorable and damn cute!!!!!!!

6) i like him in Yellow....that colour suits him.

7) his shyness and awkwardness esp when it comes to girls

8) his pouty sexy redish lips XD *pervert*

9) his body!!! his abs......his muscular arms OMG dead!!!!!

10) his weird sense of fashion...........

11) his baby face =)

12) he can dance and sing

13) he looks like a life size teddy bear to me

Tanjoubi Omedetto Koyama XD

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

Keiichiro Koyama

my 5th fave member of News

you will always be the mama of the group

my beloved KoyaMAMA XD

Tanjoubi Omedetto Yamapi XD

♪Happy(｡´＿●`)ﾉ┌iiii┐ヾ(´○＿`*)Birthday♪

Yamashita Tomohisa or Yamapi

my 3rd fave member of NEWS

（*＾＾）＾*） ☆Chu！！

ﾎﾟｯ(*ﾟ.ﾟ)(ﾟ.ﾟ*)ﾎﾟｯ

love raburabu~one of my fave pairing MassuPi XD

have a wonderful year ahead!! XD

made in Malaysia

semalam ntah angin apa aku pun x tau aku duk cari lagu2 Melayu semuanya yang lama2 kat Youtube. layan gaklah aku. best...lagu Melayu skrg dh x menarik hati dah sgt. biasa2 jer. kalo dgr arini esok aku dh lupa dah.

jadi post aku arini adalah lagu2 Melayu yg menarik hati aku =D

semuanya bermula sebab aku nak cari lagu Melati yang akak aku duk sibuk nak tau tajuk die. lagu ni Pak Balik Pak. sedap aku suka =D

lagu P.Ramlee mmg biasanye sedap2 lah. antaranya adalah

kalo lagu2 P.Ramlee ni semuanya sedap kalo aku nak listkan smpi besok pun x abis~

lagu2 Sudirman

lagu2 KRU

tapi ni memang lagu Melayu peveret aku! kurik kundi Siti Nurhaliza

lagu2 lain yang aku rasa worthy tuk di dengar adalah lagu2 ini

dan banyak lagilah.....ikut citarasa masing-masing. tapi youtube search punye psl aku terjumpa video si Syaifaana ni. suara sedap boleh tahan. check her out. nape penyanyi camni nyanyi kat karnival atau majlis2. kenapa penyanyi yang suara cam nenek aku nyanyi lg sedap boleh keluar tv. kekdg aku nyampah tul ~

apapun layan =D